* Love Always & Forever *

Problems~

2011-05-14T12:28:00.000-07:00

hey.. sorry, its been long i've posted something~
was having lots of stuff to do..
lately, i felt down..
so much things to think through..
but one thing i can tell you..
when u laugh out loud with your friends or family members, you will suddenly had a flash back about your problem that you are nidda face~
why ? i dunno..
its just too much to think..
conflict between friends..
This will always come when you are JUST A "Student"! A Student !!
What about times we start working in the future. Freakin lots of problem~
Just too Tiring..
Realistic World thou..
But here, i would wanna stress out about "Friends" - Pre-School, Kinder-garden, Primary, High School, College, University...
Also face conflict.. Wow.! Its just Soo Wow.
What makes conflict?
Lack Of Trust? Communication Barrier? LOL? - Lack of Love ? *trying to be hilarious* (doesn't work..) ==l
Sometimes, its best not to get into people's problem..
Just Listen and Zip the mouth.. *gud enuf?*
But if they need your opinion then only you give if you had any..
When you get into people's problem, you end up making it more worse.. *hurting*
This may sound wrong or something.. But this is what most people could think..? *isn't it?*
Mind their own problems..?
But why can't we live in the world that we can trust people..?
Seriously, some told me that will never happen.. Never.?
Everyone has different attitude..
They may be nice to you, but at the back of it.? Their gossiping about you.. Or taking advantage of you.. *sucks*
So, its actually best to keep problems to yourself or you can actually talk to your parents, grandparents or siblings about it..
They are the Perfect Ones' that can give you good advises.
You know why ? Cause their love for us are pure...
But do keep this in mind, it doesn't mean your friends cannot be trusted..
You may find a very good friend that you really can trust..!
And you are lucky to have those kinda friends that cares, advises, being by your-side when you need them or provide love to you besides your family..
What about you ? Had you found yours? *open heart, mind, ears*
I love my friends so much.. Which cant be describe with words..
I'm not exaggerating about it..
But Seriously dont be blinded..~
Take care !

Chao! =)
*to readers that easily felt offended, dont be.. no offense thou*
*if you had any comment, pls leave one*
*TEEHEE*

Avril Lavigne - Everybody Hurts

2011-03-24T10:27:00.001-07:00

hey..
everybody hurts..
yeap, totally when any individuals having trouble in relationship or even family arguments...
what u can do is try to solve the problem and not avoid..
so that you won't hurt your love ones...
love is a powerful emotion..
so think twice..
will update more soon...

Forgive Me !

2011-02-20T03:40:00.000-08:00

Oopssy..
A day to One month had passed..
And I did not update..
So sorry !
Valentine's Day also passed !!
Happy Belated Valentine's Day !!
To All My Family !
My GG Babes ! Stephanie, Foo & Yee San !
College Mates !
& Friends !
Sorry for the Late Wishes !

Was not in the mood for blogging !
Hmmm...
Nothing much happen..
Except hanging out with Beatrice, whom came back to Malaysia from Melbourne to
celebrate Chinese New Year!
After class, went to Sunway Pyramid for shopping , eating- Sakae Sushi for lunch & KimGary for dinner, chit chat-ting and movie- Women Want(chinese movie) with Beatrice, MerInn, MerSie and HueyMin!!
We were having so much fun !!
Hope we can do that again!
Hmm.. For now, I'm going to stop here..
Need to study for Business Law and Maths!
Test on this coming Tuesday & Thursday (22 & 24)!
Plus 2 Assignments !
Hate It !!!

Will update some pictures of Me, Beatrice, MerInn, MerSie and HueyMin!!!

The Band Perry - If I Die Young

2011-01-21T20:08:00.000-08:00

My Lovely Bitches & Boy Friends !! ♥

2011-01-21T18:42:00.001-08:00

hey !
To All People Out There Appreciate Your Best Friends !
No Matter What Happen always be By Their Side with open Ears & Heart !
It's True Friends Come and Go easily when you did not appreciate them !!
But Never More True that they Are The One who guide you & help you, advising you, comfort you & many more !
So Be Thankful !!

For Me,
My Best Friends are my Family !
I have my Sisters & Brothers !!
I LOVE THEM To The MAx from my heart !!
What Does Matter To Me is We Stay Together as A Family !!

Tell You Something..
We Miss Each Other So Badly until we had many gatherings after Form 5 !!
Yesterday we had A Gathering..
were having lat jiu pan mee ( spicy pan mee ) for dinner
den we are off to the next location at Station 1 for YamCha & also having
a place to laugh & chat as MUCH as we can to catch-up cause most of us are studying at different
colleges & universities !!

Guess What We Played DareDevil AGAIN !!! ( its like a tradition everytime we meet up )
haha..!
here are some Pictures !!

Foo , Steph , Jere & Rd

Steph

YamCha !

Cheers !

Michelle ! FooLaMak !

Kikat & Kc

One Gang ! Kc, Camera Man

Chit-Chatting

Michelle , Panda , Xin Ni & Kikat

Kiss Steph !! (dareDevil )

Kiss From Ys to Me ! (shyshy, red face)

MuaxXX!! the LOVE !!

Huggy Bobby ! So Comfy !!

Geli..!! (dareDevil) I need to Touch Foo's Tongue!!

Lovely-ness !

Kacau la Thiam ! can't see Foo's face

Seducing... GG Babes

Our Love So Tight !!

They to Squeeeezzeee TM

Xin Ni , Rd & Ys plus Me

Bobby & TM

EveryBody Loves Steph !

Look At His Smile

Muax !

Bobby !! where you pointing ??!!

Loves From GG Babes

Loves !

Muax from Me & Foo !

XinNi & Rd VV

Ex- Husband & Wife

Foo & Kikat

Steph & Kc

Must Be serious when Kc around !

Bobby le..

Act Innocent ! Jeremy

So Call " Bachelor's Nyte " LOL

GG Babes Love !!

Random !!

Smile ! From Us ! Never Apart !

Had Started !! Coming Soon !!

2011-01-13T10:52:00.000-08:00

hey..
sorry for not having an update since the last post..
hmm..
college started on 10th jan.. which was 3 days ago..
nothing much had started.. ( i mean lectures )
just introduction of each topic on every subjects..
today two of my friends will be sitting on their resit papers.. ( ALL THE BEST GAL !!! Make sure You Past or get an A !!!)
hmm.. its kinda scary having to resit a paper.. need to stress out and study back again !!??
this semester is my fourth semester !! had to study for 5 Subjects..!!!
time flies..!! soon i will graduate with my Dip.
Oh!! Wait!!
I cant believe I'm 19 !! haha..
don't feel like 19.. why ?? maybe my soul still feel young !?
LOL.!!
Plus CNY is coming soon !! omg !! can't wait to see my grandparents, uncles, aunties & cousins plus my nieces and nephews !! Loves !!
okay, i gotta go..
need to prepare for class..
tata~

Happy New Year Every One !!

2011-01-01T20:38:00.001-08:00

Spring,
Ah! The joy,
A new beginning,
The season that sings,
Love is in the air,
It's the season of caring,
It's the season that teaches us.

Summer,
Where the roots of love grow,
Yet stronger,
Where the hearts of lovers,
Are even more beautiful than diamonds,
Are brighter than the sun,
It's time when love,
Immortilised, never grow to grow old.

Autumn,
The season of hearts breaking,
The seasons where dreams,
Shattered and destroyed,
The warmth of love once felt,
Slowly departs with the breeze,
Like dead leaves leaving the trees,
Leaving a heart with nothing,
But pieces of memories.

Winter,
The warmth once treasured,
Is but a faint memory,
What seems eternal,
Is replace by bitter coldness,
Will the heart ever feel warmth once again?
Or will the cold remain?
But not to fear,
For hope is here,
When spring blossoms,
Yet again, next year!
Happy 2011!!!

Oh Santa !!

2010-12-25T11:41:00.000-08:00

Good Morning Everyone !!
Merry Christmas !!
HOHOHOHOHOHO !!!!
Hope I can get a Present from Santa !! hehe..
Enjoy this latest song by Mariah Carey - Oh Santa !!

The Memorable Trip to Port Dickson

2010-12-18T05:40:00.000-08:00

hey hey..
here are some pictures took at Port Dickson..
as promised on 12th Dec..
Picture taken by Kenneth & James plus Me !!

We stopped by at Teluk Kemang Chinese Temple

Some getting ready for Banana Boat

Banana Boat !!!

Me & Kah Yan

Winnie , Kah Yan & Me

Long kor & Hua kor (possing)

So Much Love !!

Hock Hua & Vincent

Chun Long

The Out-side View of our Accommodation

Me !

Port Dickson

Me again !

Sean , Vincent , Han Yang , Chun Long & Hock Hua

Peace ! V

10 of Us All !!

Loves !!

Port Dickson ~

These had been the most memorable & fun trip together with my beloved mates ..

Love you All !!

Hope there's more trip to go !!

Something More 'bout Me plus Andrew

2010-12-16T06:51:00.000-08:00

hey..!
Guess why todays post title is " Something More 'bout Me plus Andrew "
something bout me, im gonna tell more..
Baking & Cooking, that's one of the ever "Best Hobby" that i do everyday..
Food !! ahh !!
Human's Meal !! The Very Most Important Thing to Survive !!
oh,
by the way, back to me..!
today i've been making my home made cheezy beef meat and muffin..
topping up with my cheezy beef meat is andrew's home made smash potato..
here's some picture of my culinary talent.. *wink*

Before oven-ing , beef meat plus seasoning and fried-choped mushroom and lastly diced onions.

Before entering the pan to be cooked

Waa La !! The two combination of Cheezy Beef Meat + Smashed Potato

These cuisine doesnt looks classy enough..

Actually it need some sliced parsley for the presentation and also bbq green / yellow / red pepper seasoned too..

Besides that, here are my banana muffin.. Yum !!

Its kinda troublesome cause it need lots of ingredient too make it.. And it gives me some headache..

Haha.. But i have fun, "Baking It & Eating It"..!

Here you go,

Not a Perfect Banana Muffin.. Taste okay, need to improve more.. Haha..

Before entering the Oven

In the Oven

Waa Laa !!! After finish baking.. Yum !!

Okay Folks ! I have made Cheezy Beef Meat & Banana Muffin today !!

Amazingly !! Haha..

Tata !!

Im Back !

2010-12-12T18:02:00.000-08:00

hey, its been very long since i've updating here..

let me TELL you everything about my finals..

there were four papers to sit for.. b.accounting , marketing , b.writing & microeconomics..

i THINK the 1st three is quite okay.. hope i could get A !! *prays* ( btw, i did not study at all ) haha..

and for microeconomics... errrrrmmmm... i might fail.. LOL ( didnt get what miss was teaching )

hope i could get good result.. if i fail one subject, dad sure laugh at me.. =.=

so, after finals, didnt really celebrate much with beloved friends..

i've been staying home almost everyday.. i cant leave my home sweet home.. (the most comfortable place in my life )

and then, on 11th & 12th Dec, me and my beloved classmates and college mate went to Teluk Kemang, Port Dickson

to relax and de-stress ourself..

was fun.. we went to Seremban Town during the late night for some beverage and supper snacks..

before that, we passed by a Fun Fair..

went there to walk around.. Happy Faces all around !!

all thanks to James, the organizer..

and also James and Kenneth, the photographers for the pictures !

at 2pm, we check out..

then decided to make another stop to Klang..

the Boys playing pool.. me and ah sou, Kah Yan sit aside to watch the exciting faces of the Guys..

then, to Teluk Gong, seafood for dinner..

after that, everyone went back home..

i would like to Thanked my Beloved Friends.. *appreciate*
they are like a big brother and sister to me & the most funniest people in my life..
makes me laugh even im having a bad time..
I Love Them So Much !

And These had been a great memory for me ..

will update the pictures soon...

HappiNESSSSS + AwesomeNESSSSS!!!!

2010-11-17T00:36:00.000-08:00

hey hey..
have not updated long time but just few songs that i've been listening lately..
taylor swift - speak now and back to december , her new singles', intro by thiam ming.. one of my ex-high school mate and dearest friend which is currently studying at Sydney. and a HUGE CONGRATULATIONS to him,
guess what he got 9 Distinction and a High - D *if i'm not mistaken*
his kinda "high", keep on typing the lyrics while chatting on msn.. LOL haha
but seriously from me,
TAYLOR SWIFT IS THE BEST EVER !!!!!!!!

oh yeah..!
btw, on 12 Nov, me, kc and ys babe organizing reunion party of 5D *pistss* account department * 5D ROCKS !! *
haha.. only 5D's knows what it meant !
ok so, we'd ~~got lots trouble~~ to think of a venue..
so at last, i told them,
"why not have it at my house and we barbeque?"
its just the sick of fun and having to chat around..
so we've agree.. just that they are afraid of troubling me on preparing the stuff..
i have fun preparing and excited ! had a back pain.. *ouch*
besides that, we also bought a cake to celebrate STEPH's B'DAY !!!
oh gosh ! we have lots of FUN !!
we played dare devil and water balloon !
GG Babes Rules In DARE DEVIL !! but the most dangerous is Yee San!
so watch out when she's playing that game with you ! hahaha *insulting*
LOL. sometimes foo and steph can be dangerous too.. haha. depends on whom their hitting on.. haha!
but its totally an AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEE NIGHT !!
that I will never forget in MY ENTIRE LIFE !!
so here are some pictures taking by foo babe !! Thanks Foo so MUCH !! *muaxxxx*

Jeremy , Kc & Kikat

Having Fun in DARE DEVIL ! Fu Jing , Foo & Kc, Kikat (from the left to right)

BBQ-Ing

A girl will turn "hamsap" when she's surround by a bunch of Guys *dont kill me, foo* haha

Kheng Chien, leader of 5D !! a.k.a joker

Bobby , Foo & Steph Babe ! <3

Xin Ni , Ren Dak & Kheng Wei *peace*


Two Angelic Boys(kc & fj) & a little Devil Girl (me)

jeremy a.k.a balloon a.k.a rubber a.k.a d**** *ehem* (dont get mad jere)

Ys & Foo

GG Babes !

yeah ryte? my butt..

Our Buttss..! ( i was not ready yet camera lady)

Us !

My Cuty-Pie, Bobby & Steph

Wet after playing Water Balloon

Aikx. >.< ji chong

Like ~~Father~~ Mother Like Son

My Lovely-Ness ! <3

Taylor Swift - Back to December & Speak Now !

2010-11-15T12:20:00.000-08:00

Katharine Mcphee ft. Zachary Levi - Terrified

2010-11-09T05:42:00.001-08:00

Ache !

2010-10-25T22:43:00.001-07:00

hey..
im having ache this days..
head-ache stomach-ache
argh ! assignments due date ! presentation !
tests !
SUCK !
but for future.. terpaksa la ~
tell u now..
im actually siting near the door of a toilet.. which eventually has a bench outside the door..
that is abandon..(while blogging)
i know what u're thinking * EEEEWWWWWW*
lol. cse me and my friends have been going round and round..
up and down.. every level to find for a CLASS to do our assignments..
but END UP. sitting near the toilet.. *OMG*
haha.. lol.
so i think its TIMES UP !
will blog next time..

How Can You, Daddy !!! NOOOOO !!!!!!!!!!!

2010-10-24T15:30:00.000-07:00

OMG !

hey dad ! u said we're not going SHOPPING !

you bought mummy another handbag and purse !

omg ! now im jealous ! mummy summore phrased out "nyeh nyeh ni boo boo, i've asked you out but you dont want"

hahahaha.. i was like "omg ! wat are you doing ?"

it's okay.. dad owes me lots of shopping spree ..!

his wallet will burst ! *bomb!*

guess what daddy said " haizzz , spender spender"

haha. lol. but as long as mom is happy that she found IT !!

i tell you one secret ! *shhhsss*

she really takes a long time to shop her stuff !

i shop faster than her !

haha. lol. im kinda teasing her now..

Bad Daughter ! *whopssh*

but at least she have fun .. cause she is sooooo stress out lately..

*muax* to you mum !

Chao !

My Emoticons

2010-10-17T16:37:00.000-07:00

hey.. was kinda stress..
so having some fun "camwhore-ing" to cheer myself up from "boredness"..
wif Mr.M, my monkey that mummy bought for my 16th birthday!
*SWEET 16*
love you mom!! *hugs*

Here you go ! Pictures of Me !!!

I wont tell you what emotions that are "happening" !
take a while GUESS!! blekx. >.<

Spirit ?

2010-10-16T00:30:00.000-07:00

hey..
i've been sleeping late these days..
nidda rush assignments !! argh!!!!
last minute..
where is my "spirit" ?
who take it ? please return back to me !!!
this is the look of me when im stress ! "camwhore" >>>>>>>>>>

and by the way, if had my hair shorter than before..
here are some picture of me when im not stress of my assignments..just back from dinner at pj with family..
lazy to change.. @.@

gotta go..
i'll update more..
*after i'm done with my presentation day on 2nd nov 2010*
nervous !!!!! wish me luck !!!!

Lonely Lonely is Fine

2010-10-15T08:46:00.000-07:00

hey..
begin to "love" this song..
Lonely Lonely is Fine by Hebe, one of the singer from S.H.E
although im an english educated person..
im trying my very "Best" to understand and learn chinese language..
but let me "Tell You", i sound funny speaking chinese..
You will "Laugh"! haha..
lol. but dude ! i really wanna try speaking with my college friends..
Do listen to this song at youtube..
NICE SONG ! *thumbs up*

Chinese PinYin
hái shì yuán lái nà gè wǒ
bù guò liú diào jǐ gōng shēn lèi suǒ yǐ biàn shòu
duì zhe jìng zi wǒ chéng nuò
chí zǎo wǒ huì hái zhè zhāng liǎn yī tuī xiàng róng

bù suàn shén mē ài cuò jiù ài cuò
zǎo diǎn rèn cuò zǎo yī diǎn jiě tuō

wǒ jì mò jì mò jiù hǎo
zhè shí hòu sheí dōu biè lái ān wèi yōng bào
jiù ràng wǒ yī gè rén qù tòng dào shòu bù liǎo xiǎng dào kuài feng diào sǐ bù liǎo jiù hái hǎo

wǒ jì mò jì mò jiù hǎo
nǐ zhēn de bù yòng lái wǒ huí yì lǐ wēi xiào
wǒ jiù bù xiāng xìn wǒ huì bèn dào
wàng bù liǎo lài zhe bù fàng diào
rén běn lái jiù jì mò de jiè lái de dōu gāi huan diào

wǒ zhǒng huì bǎ nǐ jiè diào
Ohhh WU-Ohhhh

hái shì yuán lái nà gè nǐ
shì wǒ zì jǐ zuò mèng nǐ yòu gǎi biàn shén mē
zài duō de ài yě méi yòng
měi gè rén you měi gè rén de ye zhàng yīn guǒ

huì yǒu shén mē
shén mē dōu méi yǒu
zǎo diǎn kàn pò
cái kàn dé jiàn yǐ hòu WU-Ohh (wu-ohh)

wǒ jì mò jì mò jiù hǎo
zhè shí hòu sheí dōu biè lái ān wèi yōng bào
jiù ràng wǒ yī gè rén qù tòng dào shòu bù liǎo
xiǎng dào kuài feng diào sǐ bù liǎo jiù hái hǎo

wǒ jì mò jì mò jiù hǎo
nǐ zhēn de bù yòng lái wǒ huí yì lǐ wēi xiào
wǒ jiù bù xiāng xìn wǒ huì bèn dào
wàng bù liǎo lài zhe bù fàng diào

rén běn lái jiù jì mò de
wǒ zǒng huì bǎ nǐ jiè diào

English Translator
Maybe because of myself
For losing liters of tears, has become so thin
Facing the mirror, I promise
Soon I will change this face into a smiling one

It doesn't matter what, a mistake in love is a mistake in love.
The sooner its realized, the sooner you can be free.

I'm lonely, lonely, but its fine
For now don't comfort me, don't hug me
Just let be alone to feel this unbearable pain, to go crazy
As long as I didn't die it'll be ok

I'm lonely, lonely, but it's fine
You don't have to come back from my memory with a smile
I don't believe I'm that stupid that I can't forget you, hold on or won't let you go
A person is initially alone

What was borrowed needs to be returned
I will always be able to let you go

Maybe because of you
I dream by myself, what do you still want to change?
It's useless to love again
Everyone has their own cause and effect of karma

What will we have, we will have nothing
As soon as we get through this we can see the future

I'm lonely, lonely, but its fine
For now don't comfort me, don't hug me
Just let be alone to feel this unbearable pain, to go crazy
As long as I didn't die it'll be ok

I'm lonely, lonely, but it's fine
You don't have to come back from my memory with a smile
I don't believe I'm that stupid that I can't forget you, hold on or won't let you go
A person is initially alone

I will always be able to let you g

Shoo Shoo !! Go Far Far Away From Me !!

2010-09-24T11:33:00.000-07:00

hey, this song really reflects on what im feeling..
kinda dumbo on holding all the feelings in me..
i need to release all !!
i wanna be happy n feel better than last time !!
but i really learn a lot from that relationship..
so i dedicate this song to myself and all those single ladies and gentlemen out there who feel the same as me..

Colbie Callait - Dont Hold me Down

I'm just so tired of these troubles that I try to hide.
Makes me wanna wash away my whole world inside.
I think it's time that I make changes in the things I do.
This weight on my chest I am ready to loose.

And all this time I've been getting in my own way.
I have to tell myself only I can be the one to make a change.

Don't hold me down.
Oh, I was getting so far.
Don't hold me down.
Cause I don't wanna fall apart.
Don't hold me down.
You see me waking up and feel it now.
I'm breaking down and nothing's gonna stop me now.

No, no.

I have been rocking back and forth across the line.
Hanging for a moment on the wrong side.
Now I'm standing up, I think I'll be here for a while.
Hope I rememeber how to keep on this steady smile.

All that time I was getting in my own way.
I had to tell myself only I could be the one to make a change.

Don't hold me down.
Oh, I was getting so far.
Don't hold me down.
Cause I don't wanna fall apart.
Don't hold me down.
You see me waking up and feel it now.
I'm breaking down and nothing's gonna stop me now.

I know I'm gonna fight it.
I'm tired of being blinded.
So....

I won't hold me down.
Oh, I wanna go so far.
I won't hold me down.
I don't wanna fall apart.
Don't hold me down.
You see you're waking up and feel it now.
I'm breaking down and nothing's gonna stop me now.

No, no.
Nothing's gonna stop me now.
No, no, no.
No, no.
No, no.

Passion for Songs

2010-09-21T21:59:00.000-07:00

hey.. recently i've been checking out on songs..
haha.. use to be update with loys of latest song..
but not this time.. cause kinda busy with assignments and test..
imagine you have 7 assignments and to be hand up before the last week of october..
gosh.. so its a great time for me to listen to songs while doing my assignments..
tomorrow is my 1st test for this semester.. business acc 2..
wish me LUCK !!
haha.. here are some songs that i've been listening for the day(lyrics)..
and also Happy Birthday To Him !
Happy 20th B'day !!

Colbie Callait - Tell Him

Let me be patient, let me be kind
Make me unselfish without bein' blind
Though I may suffer, I'll envy it not
And endure what comes, 'cause he's all that I got and tell him

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
And it'll be alright

And tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright

Now I may have faith, to make mountains fall
But if I lack love, then I am nothin' at all
If I can give away, everything I possess
But I'm without love then I have no happiness
I know I'm imperfect and not without sin
But now that I'm older all childish things end and tell him

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him and
It'll be alright

Tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright

I'll never be jealous
And I won't be too proud
'Cause love is not boastful
Ooh and love is not loud

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
Everything is gonna, gonna be alright
Ooh,
Ooh,

Now I may have wisdom and knowledge on earth
But if I speak wrong, ooh, then what is it worth?
See what we now know is nothing compared
To the love that was shown when our lives were spared and tell him

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him and
It'll be alright

Tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright and

Tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
Ooh

Colbie Callait - I Never Tell You

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

2010-09-20T21:32:00.000-07:00

hey.
refreshed my mind with this meaningful song..
quite emo song.. haha.
sorry but i gotta go..
will update soon..

Aerosmith - I Don't Want to Miss a Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

(Chorus)
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

the Past

2010-09-19T10:56:00.000-07:00

hey..
sorry for not updating any post this past weeks.. :(
cse i was kinda emo when i start looking back at my past post..
but what is done, its done..
it will always be the most memorial time in my life being wif him..
during those happy time..
but still i regret on not knowing that im a third person who took sum1's
till i realise somethings wrong n i found out myself..
it was too late..
but when things started to get ugly i decided to call it off cause i know she is waiting for him
and he still (what should i say) love her..
they meant to be wif each other..
one of my friend told me to fight for my love but i really cant do it..
i also regret on having this relationship called off but there's nothing much i can do..
dumb me..

was hearing this song while blogging..
Here Comes Goodbye - Rascal Flatts

Weird ~~~

2010-08-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

hey hey..
it has been a month i've post something..
oh gosh..
i hav a totally weird dream las nyte..
rilli bad dream which is impossible..
but let me tell u a secret *pist pist*
come nearer *whisper*
my dreams which makes me feel like im in real life mostly are A DREAM COME TRUE!!
its like a DeJaVu.. gosh..
*pray to god* hope tis time the dream is Not TRUE !!NOT TRUE !!
cse it'll be so awkward..
it's not so..
but really really awkward !!
btw, let me tell for the past one month 'bout my life..
it has been a pleasure time..
OH YEAH ! i've had my hair cut.. its short dowh.. better than last time.. ^^
this is the ever 1st time i'm kinda satisfy on my hair cut..
i've been less talking to my friends.. dunno y..?
me and my cllge friends too have been celebrating James Birthday recently..
1sh Bash was at NeWay on friday13.8.2010 ( which i didnt attend) sorry guys!!
2nd Bash was at MyCafe at Mentari.. Monday 16.8.2010 Before that we went to sg.way for lunch..
So, coming soon tis Thursday is Joan's birthday !
Woohoo!! Happy Brthday Joan !! (early wish)
So, hows my college life ?
I would say Okay..
Miss My GG Babes !!!!!! Cant wait till Raya !!
Cause My 2 Lovely Babes are coming back !!
and four of us, Steph , Sam , Ys and Me gonna go shopping, yamcha and all things tat gals do !!
*Taaaa Daa!!!*

till now.. gtg. need ready for class.. ^^
by angela a.k.a B.R.A

I Hate Love

2010-07-19T16:30:00.000-07:00

I hate the mornings
Cause I know what they bring
You get up and take a shower and in no time, youre leaving
It sounds so selfish
But i can't help but think
That if you knew how much i needed you
You'd stay

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love yeahhyeahhh
I hate love yeahh woooo

I hate your phone calls
In the middle of the day
Cause all they do is just remind that my baby's so far away
It drives me crazy babe
Cause i need you here with me
I know its hard for you to understand when i say

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love

I don't want to feel this alone (I can't help it)
Everytime you walked out that door
I start missing you (I can't help it no)
Wish I didn't need you this much (I can't help it)
But i love how it feels when we touch

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love
I hate love
I hate love

Go Youtube And Hear This Song.
Its Really Nice..
Tony Braxton - I hate Love

Moody..? & Dreams..?

2010-06-25T13:01:00.000-07:00

hey hey..!!
its me again..
felt so stress out lately..
duno why..
my collegemates always say "why go back so early?"
i oso dont know guys...
really..
i guess i felt stress and tired..
im too tired.. dont know why..
or maybe i just dont feel like seeing people..?
what a lame excuse..
freaking lame~~
what i can say is that, i'm too lazy~~
short semester is really tiring then long semester..
everything need to be rushed~~
headache!!!!!
assignment!!
test!!
exam!!
luckily these semester is gonna end..
3rd semester is coming soon!!
hope it'll be more interesting and fun!!
muahahahaha!!
all in my mind is just fun!!
i hope the years past as fast as possible..
so i can get my degree..
and daddy promised me Car Of My Dream !!
Argh!!!! i love that car so much !!!
dream car since i was form 5..!!!
and hope i could start a Business..!!
That was my dream too and its in my blood..!
I guess its a hormone from my grandparents..
So i guess i've to study hard study hard!!
Come on!!! Come on!!
just 4 more years!!
but i've also plan to work here for few years till my life is stable and
plan to go abroad London to work there , my birth place..
and hope i could countinue my masters' if i can manage it..
haha.. mummy said it's too early for me to think that..
haha.. but i've told her "i always think further than what i am now"
Cause that is ME!! haha..
tata!

Impossible

2010-06-18T12:20:00.000-07:00

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Impossible by Shontelle
Love the lyrics..

Lyrical Me

2010-06-17T08:38:00.000-07:00

James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings
they had a great song with meaningful lyrics.. Love IT!!

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

Thanks!

2010-06-02T19:31:00.000-07:00

hey..
was a tiring day.. make me feel sick and emo~~
haixxx...
btw, i want to thanked vincent and long kor..
vincent told me something today..
supposedly said that he actually taught me something..
thanks a lot.. i really understand and i am not mad or angry of what you said..
really.
and to long kor, u've ask me to be tough, be strong of what people said about me..
because in working life, it'll be more worse..
wow. i didnt know that..
i guess because my thinking was just too simple..
simple till i thought everyone is good and will not betray each other..
why cant it be as simple as thought?
i guess i never go through that before that's why i dont know..
im still immature.. but i just wish my life was simple as it could be..
being in love , a successful career , having a family , healthy family..
that's what i want and i shall achieve..!!
but now the most important thing are my studies and graduating in diploma , degree , masters..
if i can, i shall move more forward to professional..
GOD BLESS ME!!!

What does It mean to Me?

2010-05-19T14:58:00.000-07:00

Love?
What does it mean to you eventually?
To me it's a feeling where it makes a me so haooy being with a guy that i love and wanting him to be by my side all the time..
Leaning on his shoulder and holding his hand tight..
And when I hug him, i'll hug him as tight that makes him feel that i'm scared of him running away..
Its kinda funny thou when guys think like tat..
I'll always be wondering what's on
*to be countinued*

Memories of Piggy Baby

2010-05-08T17:10:00.000-07:00

hey..
was thinking 'bout him the whole day..
n i laugh all of a sudden when i remember seeing you sleeping like piggy..
and you was snoring too.. haha.. cutey pie.. <3 oh! oh! and also when you walk me back to cllge from your place, after that almost every-time i asked you for a peck its a gudbye kiss.. haha.. so cute! Cute Cute!! hmm.. i always felt that i trouble u a lotss.. in many ways, u know.. now wat can i do......? do you still Love me? or Not? i juz duno what to say.....
miss you singing for me..
I always ask you whether u "happy anot today?"
you told me that when you're happy den you'll sing a song for me.. haha..
tats why i ask you.. " happy anot today?"
haha.. you always avoid that question cause you dont wanna sing.. haha..
but at last i always win.. showing merajuk face.. haha
and you sang for me..
wish you could sing for me everyday..
^^

My Feelings During This Sem Break

2010-05-06T23:32:00.000-07:00

Tears flow thru..
When i read those sweet messages you use to sent to me when we're in LOVE..
Time Pass so Fast.. I've never wanted to let you go.. But I have to..
Some ppl think that i'm doing it right to let u go n 4get bout you..
Cause they think you're not worth being with me.. But they were wrong..
Its LOVE that make me felt that u're the right one for me..
I really want u back so badly.. Will u do the same?
Honestly I just Cant forget 'bout u..
One of my friend was right.. When he said that the words I said 'bout me "to forget 'bout u
and moving forward without you in my life".. Truth is in My Heart..
YEAH!
Its Impossible to do so..
I have to say out.. I still LOve you.. I cant keep it in my Heart.. It Hurts a lot..
It makes me shout this words to you.. " I LOVE YOU, brainless!!!"
N tat day when u told me that u still have little feelings towards ur ex, juz that word makes me nt trusting u much and kept on doubting you most of the time..
Its those words..!!!
I hate It!!! I know you dont like the things i did..
But do you ever care of what i felt??
N y am I doing the things you dont like me doing it?
Its because of those words.. Make me insecure..
I've trust you so much till that day you told me tat u've still have feelings for ur ex..
I regret forcing you to tell me y u emo..
I didnt know that u will emo 'bout that..
I still rmb that words you told me when u sent me home after we when to james' open house and
papparich..
I will rmb the memories since 4th February till 15th April..
I felt so F**k**g ANGRY!! when i need to say those words to end our relationship..

Kissing You

2010-05-06T10:04:00.000-07:00

hey.. this song lyric really is meaningful..
and it also tells&relates 'bout my pass..
Miranda Cosgrove - Kissing you

Sparks fly it's like electricity
I might die, when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen

Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you

Past loves they never got really far
Walls up, made sure I guarded my heart
And I promise I wouldn't do this
Till I knew it was right for me
But no one, no guy that I met before
Could make me feel so right and secure
And have you noticed I loose my focus
And the world around me disappears

Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you

I've never felt nothing like this
You're making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it's love, love

Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissin you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you

I Need You Now

2010-04-19T00:00:00.000-07:00

Lady Antebellum - I Need You Now

Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call  but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.

It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.

Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.

Gambateh!

2010-04-18T02:23:00.000-07:00

hey..
exam tomolow le..
aikxxx...
business accounting.. hmmm..
at least i got study... hahha.. today went to cllge study..
waaaaa!!! damn hot le.. y today weather so hot wan?
hahahaha.. sien..
GAMBATEH! GAMBATEH! to my CLASSMATES for Finalzz!!!
hope they(A.Y.J & K.J) both be together..
just wish them the best of luck..
they both meant to be together...
its just me being the third party of their relationship..
hahaha..
OI!! when u both together then wait me 15.4.2012 yea?
when i gt boyfriend then we go out together.. haha.

15.4.2010

2010-04-15T12:27:00.000-07:00

hey,
i broke up with him..
sad isnt it..
but at least we still can be frenss..
i think its the best way for us both..
but i really really do lurv him although he doesnt lurv me..
sobzzzzzzz...
wanna be cheerful & happy angela!
cheer up cheer up cheer up up up!!
hmmmm...
being single is better?
i nvr believe in tat..
"Can Last For Ever & Serious In A relationship"
this words makes me cant trust guys who says this words to me..
but in these 2 months starting from 4th Feb, we're so close like we'll nvr break up but eventually yeah it does happen..
I'll always rmb the first time i saw u.. <3 4th Jan
the day we first met...
it'll be a memory from that day til forever..

Day Out

2010-04-10T19:28:00.000-07:00

hey..
i have nothing much to do today..
juz study , watch tv , on9...
i msg bb tis few days..
still there's no reply..
:'(
sad....
so i decided to join kanata mika , stalberrii & shawn khoo yamcha at Secret Recipe..
we have lots fun..
this is a few photos of us..

Growing Old With You..

2010-04-08T19:22:00.000-07:00

halo..
hope u enjoy reading this..

It all began about 60 years ago,
On a very special summers day,
For two unexpected teenage kids,
Love was about to come their way.

Boy meets girl, things move quick,
Nobody gave their love a chance,
It's been seen a million times before,
Just another hopeless young romance.

But for this couple it was different,
Since day one it was meant to be,
It was that forever fairytale happiness,
The kind you can only see on T.V.

One day she looked at him and asked,
"What is it with your life you'd like to do?"
He gently kissed her forehead and said,
"Sweetheart, I dream to grow old with you"

Smiling because they were so in love,
Suddenly he got down on one knee,
Pulled out a beautiful diamond ring,
And asked "Princess, will you marry me?"

Tears falling from her big brown eyes,
It was a yes as she nodded her head,
And just seven short months later,
These two teenage kids were wed.

They bought a house and settled down,
Got pregnant and gave birth to a little girl,
How is it at just twenty-three years old,
They could have everything in the world.

For fifty years their lives were perfect,
As grandchildren grew the love did too,
But with a simple trip to the doctor,
The future suddenly held a different view.

He was diagnosed with bone cancer,
The doctors didn't give him very long,
He fought with everything he had left,
But at eighty, he wasn't very strong.

As he lay in a hospital bed about to die,
Hand in hand with his best friend and wife,
He said "I want you to know since Nineteen,
You've been my everything, my whole life"

With tears falling from her big brown eyes,
She asked "did all of your dreams come true?"
He kissed her forehead and with his final breath,
Said "Of course princess, I grew old with you"

My Fault for Letting You feel That Way..

2010-04-02T09:22:00.000-07:00

hey..
yesterday me n bb when back to his house n talk in his room..
it was a very sad moment.. even the weather..
its just a misunderstanding..
i think too much..
i make him feel so pain & angry..
cse i got too over close & play till over with my classmates..
yeah.. its true.. n i didn't realize it...
but i never know it hurts him badly..
n also i didn't put him as the 1st to ask him out..
mostly i ask my frens 1st only i ask him..
he meant tat his always the last to know something..
im sorry..
n also he dont like me throwing things..
i feel very lonely when his not by my side..
n is it wrong for me to over Love You?
i care so much for you that makes you feel that i control you..
hmm.. sorry bb..
i'll change my behavior for you..
just to keep this relationship last forever..
i'll do whatever it takes to make it last forever n ever..
n to make u feel happy being with me..
I LOVE YOU, my sweet candy!

The Feeling of Love from You Fate Away....

2010-03-30T17:28:00.000-07:00

hey...
i feel that bb's feeling towards me had fate away..
his reaction makes me think like that...
what can i do..?
tats y i damn emo..
N unhappy..
he seems to not like me anymore..
it feels like he HATED me for some reasons..
i never blame him for that..
im afraid that this relationship might not last..
where's BB?
the one i met which was smiling, laughing n always chit chatting with me..
I want HIM!!
Now BB is so quite , not smiling n not laughing with me..
I've always find a way to go out with him...
Just so that we can be more closer.
but everything was different than what i have expected..
I LOve Him so much..
that one day i might have to let him go..
i get more n more stress every single day..
tats y my eye bag is darker..
hmmm...
sobzzz...

Tired!!

2010-03-27T23:29:00.000-07:00

hey..
was tired..
but kinda enjoy cse i get to make new frensss..
u know y?
today was my first day of work..
First time working..
haha.. work as a Promoter...
of......PLanta..
sobzzz...
my leg pain pain liao...
work for 7 hours..
my new frensss..
Erin Khoo , Alan & Philip.. and also the two nice aunty..
they were such a nice frensss..
haha..
hope i can work there longer but it's just for two days..
today & tomorrow..
and not to forget Justin, my trainer..
i wanna thank him for using his time n train me..
haha.
and also wanna thank my two ex-form 5 classmates, Ren Dak & Kheng Wei for helping me & guiding me..
hmmm.. actually i work for fun..
hahahaha..
wanna know hows the feeling of working..
n now i know it's really really difficult... so i guess i have to start studying hard..
Gambateh Baby Reon Anne!!!!!
hmm..
on the way home, dad bought me nasi kandar..
SPICY!!!
I LOve It!!!
haaha..
very long time no eat Spicy Food d..
haizz.. need take care my health..
haha..
when reach home i msg bb..
he so long reply..
hmmm...
when he reply he say he was helping his mum do something..
then he ask me how's work..
i say i would want to call him, n chat trough phone..
then he say he want go out wit his frensss n play till late..
sobzzzz...
i wish he would just chat with me n let him know what i felt today..
but its okay..
i'll be fine..
maybe on monday..
haha..
hmm..
i'm off to bed now..
need wake up early tomolow..
haha..
tata..
thx for reading..

*baby reon anne*

Sorry Baby Jin Jin

2010-03-26T00:04:00.000-07:00

today noon i at winnie jie hse..
waiting for mummy to fetch me to taipan for dinner..
but suddenly tommy said he on the way to subang n then he want fetch me to taipan together...
cse me , huey min , kanata mika n tommy are going to have dinner together...
after tat i kena scolding from bb..
sobzzz...
he say he always the last person to know anything..
n say i treat him like toy n like a gf then a bf...
sobxxxx...
forgive me bb..
maybe i didnt realise tat..
im trying my very best to treat u better than ever..
just give me some time..
but the most important thing is " I Love YoU more than EveR!!"..
no one can take u away from me!
blurkzz!
I'm Selfish!
hehehe.. ^^

*baby reon anne*

Our Path..

2010-03-25T23:38:00.000-07:00

Hidden where no one else can see me,
A whirlpool in my heart of my anxiety,
So many roads to follow,
Not really sure which one I should take,
Anyway, I'm being me
For so long, I let others take me the way
Say goodbye to that part of yesterday.
I believe you,
'Cause I know it's what I need,
Everything begins when I believe within myself & you,
The moment shining light I see,
To the day we think I know that is where we're gonna go
In front of me with my eyes,
With eternal loving skies,
I wanna know this feeling "love"..

*baby reon anne*

I Believe

2010-03-11T09:30:00.000-08:00

Ayaka - I Believe

My Feelings For You From The Bottom Of My Heart

2010-03-10T21:35:00.000-08:00

Angela Aki - Kiss Me GoodBye

Take This Pain Away From Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-07T12:22:00.000-08:00

godd!!
i just can't help it..
It really hurts..
The more I see the more I'm hurt!!
and the more I'll find out!!
and the more I'm thinking tooo mucchhh!!!
I really really can't take this anymore..
I believe him!!
I know he cares for me and he don't want me to be hurt..
Why is this happening again.?
I hope she just forget about him..
Just A friend will do..
Her presents bother me a lot..
I know I'm selfish of being like that..
But this is Honesty that came out of my MIND!
I'm trying to forget about her and go through "Mine & His" World with him..
Forgive me of being Rude to her..
But this is what I can't Lie about..
I just want everything to go on well..
I hope he BELIEVES ME until the very End..
And I will Always Always BELIEVE HIM until the very End!
I'm taking our relationship very SERIOUS than my past Ex-s'
What i said here is SERIOUS!
VERY!!
What i written here,
I'll keep my WORDS in Me!
Never LIES!
I Just Want To Say I LOVE AVEN ANG YI JIN!!!!
MUAX MUAX!!
My Lovely Cherry Merry Fairy Dairy Berry Baby Jin Jin!!

A World Of Ours'

2010-03-06T01:45:00.000-08:00

hey.. i hope my baby can sing to me this song everyday..
i know what he meant..
and i can feel his world..
and i hope he can feel mine too..
i know his confused , frustrated and everything..
but i just need to keep him comfort and not blame or control or decide for him..
what can i do to make him Love me?
I'm sorry if i cant understand him cause i don't really understand Chinese language..
and I'm willing to learn just for him..

Lee Hom - Can You Feel My World

Ni She Wo Xin Nei De Yi Shou Ge

2010-03-06T00:14:00.000-08:00

This Song Is Dedicated To My Baby!!
Muax!

Lee Hom & Selina

Its Like A Drug To Me

2010-03-04T02:45:00.000-08:00

hey.. On 3.3.10 was my birthday..
My college classmate celebrate my birthday for me.
It was a surprise! haha.. I just want to say " I Love them SO MUCH!! "
And a very HuG3 ThX!
Muax Muax!!
hmm.. when i think back they were bullying me and jin..
trying hard to make us Make Out.
haha.. It was so Funny & too embarrassing..
hmm..
but today i went in to Karen's blog again..
Her blog is like a drug to me.. It hurts me but I still need to know what she felt..
I guess she really really cant let go Jin..
But me too! I absolutely cant let go him more..
I Love Him so so much *Infinity*...
I was so scared to ask Jin bout his feelings towards Karen..
Was so scared of Losing him..
Two of my fren ask me to ask him..
to tell him wat i felt..
what was wrong..
I should give it a try and there's nothing to be afraid of Jin..
And This is wat i want to tell him..
Happy 1 Month Anniversary!!
Muax!!

Time Tells Everything..

2010-03-01T07:47:00.000-08:00

hey..
it's me again..
hmm..
i read one of jin's fren tumblr
website.. Her name: Deepwhite Lsm
And saw something she wrote..
the reason why jin emoing..
bout his ex-gf.
so i guess i finally understand...
he just nvr 4get bout karen..
This is wat Deepwhite Lsm wrote on 20.2.2010

We talked like friends. I dumped my notes away and chat with this fellow. We yumcha also talk nonsense only. And eventually…………….

I listened carefully every single little words he said. I wondered whether should I believe in what he said. No longer that important right.. yes,he told me everything about how he felt after breaking with the ex-gf. The 1st thought of mine is,childish. After dumped the gf,only realise so silly doing that. Regret as he said. Girl,do u believe? He claimed, he has been emo for so many days. Girl, do u believe? He messed his mind up because of u and the current gf. The 2nd thought is,immature. He still care so much about u. Girl,do u believe? He’s confused by his own mind. Yes,I felt that. He confessed that it was his fault. He nodded. He cant let go anyone of u,ex and present. Girl,will u believe? He claimed that I’m at ur side .. He never know I just want him to be frank.

I’m the messenger. =)

As his friend, I hope he is not as bad as what others commented.

all this break's my heart.. and there's nothing i can say.. just speechless.. when i think all this over maybe i'm the one whom should let him go.. im sorry if i dissappoint him..

sobzz......

Im sorry.. i just cant take any of this anymore.. it totally breaks my heart.

I just have to wait & give us both sometime together and will see what happens..

Bored..........

2010-02-27T17:22:00.000-08:00

hmmm.................
so boring....
but at least i've got 1 more topic then i'm done with my individual assignment..
>.<
Im starting to feel that my relationship with Jin is getting further..
don't know why..
maybe i think tooooooooooooooooooo mucccccchhhhhhhhhh....
aikxxxxxxx...
its not as fun as we chat last time...
tats what i felt..
don't know lerh..
maybe we should hang out more often...
hmm..
i guess we should go for a movie..
VALENTINE's DAY. OWH!! Taylor. L from the Twilight & New Moon; Jacob..
Is in this Movie..
GODDDD!!! I'm going to Faint!!
His so MUSCULAR!!
And Charming!!! hahaha..
so obsessed towards him..
hahaha..

Here's A Trailer of VALENTINE's Day !!
ENJOY!
TATA!

We got Each Other.

2010-02-25T23:36:00.000-08:00

hey..
I juz want to forget bout this pain..
I just want happiness between me & jin..
Just want to tell him "I LOVE HIM SO MUCH"
XoXo
Baby Reon Anne

Colbie Callait - You Got Me

Just For Him.

2010-02-24T09:45:00.000-08:00

Hey..
Today i woke up around 9.30 am..
Den i get myself ready to college..
Had 2 sausage and then took my medicine..
I went in to Karen's blogspot..
It makes me felt so bad..
She really do love Jin alotsss..
And i dont think Jin's reason for breaking up with her is relavant enough..
when i saw Karen's blog.
I felt like a third party for crushing their relationship..
I totally felt sorry for her..
she's still keeping the NIKE bag that i think Jin bought for her..
SOBzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
i felt terrible..
Maybe i should talk to Jin bout' having him to think about our relationship..
cse he doesn't seem to forget bout' her..
I just cant stop having tears every night in my room..
It just hurt me so so much..
But i must pretend to be happy and not to show that i'm hurt or sad..
So it will not be curious..
I dont want him to feel bad and sad..
I'll do what ever to make him feel happy..
Tats my priority for him..
Just for him..

XoXo
Baby Reon Anne

2010-02-23T12:52:00.000-08:00

hey..
Hmm.. today I feel happy & sad !!
:) & :(
hahaha & haizzzz...
Now I tell you why im happy..
I get to spend lots time with my college mates & jin..
With mummy's approval ,
I went to James's house for an open house..
he was so sweet & kind hearted to make this day just only for us ( college mates)
Thx James!! Muax! Me , Winnie , Jin , Hua Kor , Lawren , Loong Kor , Gary , Suet Yee , Vincent ,
Gan Han Yang & James were having an AWESOME TIME!!!!
Hhaha..!!
After that, around 9.30pm, Me & JIn went for a dinner at Pappa Rich. >.<
* missing text*

Sadness Will Always Interfere Me ,
But As Long As Lifes Goes On Well ,
There's Nothing Much I Can Do ,
Just To Be Grateful With Everyone Around Me ,
Before It Too Late...

4 February 2010.

2010-02-04T12:02:00.000-08:00

halo!!
guess why i'm writing this date as a title..
haha.. sorry of not telling before this..
i was deeply in a relationship with a guy i admire..
JIN!! haha.. was busy till long time nvr update blog..
hahaha.. dont get mad for not telling whats happening..
<3 but ill tell u what on with us.. the 3 words was out from his mouth when we came out of the souvenier shop.. haha.. and later on it happen as it be.. dont want say.. haha.. And Also HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAWREN!!!!!!
go grab a bite .. tata.. ;)

John Paul Young - Love Is In The Air

ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KILL ME!!!!!

2010-01-20T22:25:00.000-08:00

WARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!
hahaha..
im going to be crazy!!
so much assignment and exams..
when can i finish all this !!
hahaha..
hmm..
juz need to relax..
so just enjoy with me this song..

Kenny G - Breathless

First Day of College..

2010-01-04T23:12:00.000-08:00

hey!!!! First day of College was not so awesome..
kinda boring.. hahaha..
cse Im Kinda ALONE!!
Dont know anyone there.
And Spend my time 9.00 am till 2pm at the Lecture Hall..
SIEN!!
haha..
but i get to know this guy; Joshua
he seems to be a nice guy..
hmm.. why does everyone speaks CHINESE!!
Im a BANANA!!
haha..
hmmm.. then almost everytime i saw this guy..
he has a fair skin , can say in a okay height..
black thick hair.. wearing a black shirt with a jeans..
lol.
he looks quite and shy i guess..
haha.. and after 2pm i have to wait mummy to pick me up..
ARGHHH!!!
i waited for so so long!!!
i sat on a chair at the METROPOLITAN canteen ..
then here comes another guy.. which i previously describe him juz then..
GOD!! he speaks in CHINESE!!
so i reply him in ENGLISH!!!
hahaha.. his name was JIN.
I hope i got his name correctly..
haha..
he looks cute..
haha.. chubby little guy.
And he was 20 of age..
lol. am I the youngest here...
So many brother and sister elder than me..
hahaha..
hope no one HERE bully me..

H@ppY 2010!!!!!!!

2010-01-01T00:45:00.000-08:00

Sacrifices

2009-08-06T00:35:00.000-07:00

halo..
its been awhile i've tell bout my diary for tis few months...
here it goes..
during the month of Jun, i met someone special..
his name was Irfan.. His such a nice, funny n also adorable guy..
Our relationship was so close..
Its even more than a boyfriend n gurlfriend relationship..
Very difficult to describe bout it..
One day he ask me for cpl.. I accepted..
Its like the most happiest day..
But sometimes we do argue maybe becse of my bad behaviour..
We lasted for juz two weeks ++ ..
I've ask for breakup becse i saw the bad side of him..
After that a few day had pasted..
I heard his trying to get back with his ex-gurlfriend..
I gt jealous.. It means that i still have feeling towards him..
I've cried, then my bestie told him bout me crying..
That was when we're at tuition having maths class..
After that class, his willing to skip his eng-class n decided to call me.. n ask me bout what have happen.. n after that we got back together..
As few weeks past by.. I still saw the bad-side of him..
N also my dad had figured out bout our relationship..
As i planned to lie to him that i've lky someone else besides telling the truth..
I have to sacrifice my love for him to get him away from trouble...
he still didnt know bout the truth..
He can hate me as much as he wants..
But i will never ever forget the sweet memories with him..
I just hope that he could find someone else better than me..
I will always keep the keychain which written my name on it..
I just wish that he will stop avoiding me..
He just keep on skipping classes which i attend..
All this time he enter classes n study was just because of me...
I dont want him to do all this for me..
I want him to do all this for himself, his future..

Boys Like Gurls - Love Drunk

3OH3 - Dont Trust Me

David Archuleta - Crush

Katy Perry

2009-05-15T21:13:00.000-07:00

Lenka - The Show

2009-05-11T15:39:00.000-07:00

Im Back!!!!

2009-05-02T15:36:00.000-07:00

halo!!!!
long tym nvr update blog...
haha... its been quite long... haha...
btw, i feel so happy everyday...
everyday getting interesting ... haha..
but one thing im kinda worry is bout the "swien flu"!!!!!!!
my gosh !! last tym was bird flu...
n now another new disease.... OH!!!!!!!
n tis "swien flu" is worse !!!
hope M'sia didnt have...
PRAY TO GOD !!!!
HoPE GOD BLESS US ALL!!!!!!!
Hope u enjoy tis song !!!

Utada Hikaru - Come Back To Me

World Vision Commercial by Deborah Henry

2009-02-15T11:45:00.000-08:00

NickelBack - Gotta Be Somebody

2009-01-05T01:29:00.000-08:00

hey..
im so excited for skul..
cant reali sleep now..
so i take d tym to chat wit 3 frenss..
haixx..
oh ya..
tis song is damn ridiculously nice to hear ..
i luv tis song ..
full of energy!!
haha..
hope u guys lyk to hear ..
tata!! sayonara!!

Katy Perry - HOt N Cold

2008-12-10T14:25:00.000-08:00

Taylor Swift - Love Story

2008-12-08T17:52:00.001-08:00

Regina Spektor - The Call

2008-12-01T19:04:00.000-08:00

Bbq Party

2008-11-11T11:51:00.000-08:00

Tis are a few pics... of the Bbq Party I've Organise !
Me n Lots of my fren were having lotzzz of fun !!!!
Thx to Kevin Cheng for the pics !

Stephanie & Kai Cheat happily posing while bbq chicken .. Aren't they the sweetest couple !?!?

Hey !! Its me in the pic !! Im in white clothing ! Im beside Lewis (in black shirt) hehe ! i dun reali like to take pic.. So i move my head away from the camera guy (kevin cheng)

Phang & Nelson

In The Pic( Stephanie in grey shirt , Jiun Yann in white shirt sitting down , Chun Keat in white n red strap shirt , Chun Siang in black shirt , Kai Cheat in red cap , Jeremy Ling n Eric Lee in white shirt n brown pants holding a cup )

From the guy holding a red tupperwear cower is Lewis , then me poking the chic to the bbq stick wit blue sport shoe , then Lang Chun Siang at the corner left , Zhun Keat at the corner right , Kai Cheat in Red Cap but it looks like Pink , Stephanie beside him , n the rest i cant see ...

So... I cant wait for the next party which is the "Couple Nite" also organise by me .. hehe ..

tata

Ms. Swan

2008-10-24T18:02:00.000-07:00

Happy b'day to Stephanie

2008-10-22T18:16:00.000-07:00

hey ..
today is stephanie b'day !!
her boyfriend plan to celebrate her b'day at skul n today ..
so i help him organise it n plan wat to do n to invite frenss from my class ..
stephanie dun know bout the plan yet ..
hehe ..
so its a surprise ..
i told everyone i invite to go to canteen ..
straight after skul ..
then after skul i ask stephanie to accompany me to the toilet ..
i say i would wana go toilet to comb my hair .. haha .. stupid reason ..
then i told her i wana close her eye wit my neck tie ..
then she say for wat ? i told her me , her boyfriend n foo wana giv her a present ..
then from the toilet i take her around the skul blindfold..
n then the neck tie cant work to close her eye .. then i use my book to cover her ..
there;s lots of her sweat in my book .. ewww .. smelly.. hehe ..
she cant stop saying me looking fishy ..
n saying me n her bf gt an affair .. my god .. sensitive gurl ..
she 4get tat i admire sumelse .. haha ..
then we reached at the canteen ..
then everyone gather around her silently .. before i count 1 2 3 .. every one get the pop thing .. which pop the colour paper cum out .. after the counting .. she was shock n her eye turn red n her face .. she almost cry .. haha ..
then so the party go on like tis .. every thing was sponsor by her boyfriend .. so sweet of him ..
hehe .. so i hope steph' enjoy her sweet 16 .. tis song is dedicated to her ..

Happy B'day - Click Five

Can I Have Your Number - Mad TV

2008-10-21T16:25:00.000-07:00

hey ..
hope u enjoy tis ..
its reali very funny ..

Fly Leaf - All Around Me

2008-10-17T19:33:00.000-07:00

................

2008-10-17T14:52:00.000-07:00

hey ..
hmm ..
today start exam ..
aikxx ..
hehe ..
so happy to see stephanie n kai cheat together ..
i always smile when i saw a couple together ..
its like im being happy for them ..
haha ..
n once i saw jun ee n jeremy together ..
then i smile as always ..
they both r a cute couple ..
hehe .. ^^
so today is juz a boring but pleasant day ..
nex week gt sej exam ..
my god ..
i not yet study ..
im gonna fail for sej ..
sobzzz ...
btw, tis song is dedicated to all the couples' around the world !!
enjoy !
tata ..

Mariah Carey - Love Story

Vanessa Mae - The Devil's Trill

2008-10-02T22:37:00.000-07:00

Love Violin Lotsss !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Vanessa Mae Rockssss !!!!!!!!!!!!!
She's My Idol !!!!!!
Enjoy !!

Vanessa Mae - The Devil's Trill

This Is Me

2008-09-24T15:29:00.000-07:00

Demi Lovato - This Is Me

PussyCatDoll - When I Grow Up

2008-08-22T18:36:00.000-07:00

All This Song Is Dedicated To Gary C.S.M

2008-08-19T16:32:00.000-07:00

I hope U enjoy this song ...
Its Specially For You ..
Enjoy ..

Miley Cyrus - I Miss U

Paramore - Crush Crush Crush & That's What You Get

2008-08-13T16:32:00.000-07:00

Avril Lavigne - Take Me Away

2008-08-13T16:17:00.000-07:00

LOve Avril LAvigne !!!!!!

Colbie Calait - The Little Things

2008-08-13T16:08:00.000-07:00

hey..
i love to hear tis song..
although is kinda sad song..
it reminds me bout my pass..
when i sing tis song it makes me cry..
but juz enjoy it..
tata

Jordin Sparks - Shy Boy

2008-08-12T17:06:00.000-07:00

Jordin Sparks - One Step At A Time

2008-08-12T16:50:00.000-07:00

hey..
emm..
all tis song video ..
some are not the real or original video..
but hope u enjoy all the song in my blog tat i reali love to hear..
all tis are great song..
the best thing are the lyrics..
its like telling or expressing my emotion out through all tis song..
enjoy !!!

Leona Lewis - Better In Time

2008-08-12T16:49:00.000-07:00

Chris Brown - Forever

2008-08-12T16:44:00.000-07:00

Katy Perry - I Kissed A Girl

2008-08-12T16:20:00.000-07:00

Flight Of Bumble Bee

2008-07-27T15:38:00.000-07:00

Rush Rush Rush !!!
haha..
enjoy tis song !!

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Largo from Violin Concerto

2008-07-27T15:22:00.000-07:00

sad song..
sobzz..

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Love The Violin !!!

2008-07-26T14:56:00.000-07:00

hey..
i hope i could play a violin ..
i not yet ask daddy..
i was so afraid tat he will say no..
it will reali break my heart..
i told mummy ledi..
she say ask daddy..
so starting from may until now i not yet tell him..
i enjoy hearing the tone of the violin..
it has a beautiful tone..
tats y i put some song of the voiolin in my blog..
so enjoy it !!!

The Sound of A Violin

2008-07-25T18:54:00.000-07:00

Tis song has a sweet , peacefull tone..
so enjoy it !!

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Bye Bye - Mariah Carey

2008-07-25T07:15:00.000-07:00

I love this song..
when i was in class ,
sitting beside stephanie(my bff)
we were singing tis song many many times..
so enjoy !
sayonara!

The Most Happy n Funny Day !!!

2008-07-17T17:15:00.000-07:00

hey ..
today is the most funniest day..
as i say tat we gona surprise our teacher.. as he is nt going to teach us anymore n wana countinue his studies at UNITAR..
thiam ming rush in the class n tell teacher tat sum1 fainted.. which is 1 of our classmate..(a girl)
teacher believe then he oso rush down n c the girl..
our whole class fakely rush down in a hurry..
then teacher c the gurl then we shouted 'SURPRISE'..
then we pop out sum colourpaper n spray sumtin on teacher..
he was shocked ..
n happy..
we did lots of activity..
very very funny activities..
itz so fun but too bad im sad tat it end so fast..
sobzz..
i hope gt celebrate again n we willl make it more interesting..
hahahahaha....
:)
sayonara.

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The day will come..

2008-07-16T16:02:00.000-07:00

today me , stephanie n few of my frenz were disguising bout tomolow farwell party.
one of the trainee teacher will be countinueing his studies..
so we plan to giv him a surprise party..
we gonna fakely study and blindfold teacher and take him to the bengkel pertanian for the surprise..
hahaha
interesting.. :)
hope everything goes well..
hehe..
sayonara.

Am I In A Happy Mood?

2008-07-14T18:07:00.000-07:00

hey ..
today im skul was damn bored..
most of the time i spend with Stephanie not Lynn..
Aikx..
N Thiam Ming was embarassed in front of the whole class because of me..
Im sowi Thiam Ming !!!
i will spend a treat for u !!
hmm..
then after skul i get to chat with my pet bro, Daniel Lee..
nt the super star Daniel Lee..
haha..
we get to chat bout 30 min i guess..
hmm..
he gt lotz of work to do..
stressnya...
poor thing him.. sat oso muz work..
i oso felt sowi tat he broke up wit his gf..
tat was the 5th wan..
but i felt bored when he off9 d..
i love hearing his pass story..
his like a story teller..
hahaha.. :)
itz like any thing he did wrong in the pass will be an advice for me..
to do better..
he oso ask me be a gud gurl n study hard..
gud advice rite..?
hemmm...
i gt a favor from any reader who is reading my blog..
can any1 teach me how to add a song video in my blog??
i tried n tried n tried but cant ..
aikxx..
sobzz :(
thx for reading !!!

My First Camping Memory

2008-07-06T17:01:00.000-07:00

hey ya !!
i juz cam bak from a skul camp
it was my first camp..
n i will nvr forget it..
in this camp those who join
were divided by 4 groups.
each group has ten member.
mei kuan , my bestest fren was our leader..
we had so much fun there..
we have name our group DOLPHIN..
as DOLPHIN is smart , fast , work together , n many more
the other group had their own name too..
such as DUCK , CHEETAH , WOLF
n dun 4get us !! DOLPHINS!!!
i hope in the future i get to join again.
theres' many competition..
although we didnt win number 1 for every competition.
we won number for the whole category n got the most points..
im so glad that our effert was not blown away..
i hav been the director of our group sketch..
n in tat we won number 1..
hehe
thx to me ..
i've been helping n giving the groups more idea n it succeeded..
hmmm..
me n mei kuan n cherish have been talking bout our personnal life..
i was sharing wit them bout my feelings..
tat was a great time talking bout gossips n our feelingz....
sowi if theres any error in my grammar..
thx for reading.!!!!

My Message To You...

2008-05-19T12:16:00.000-07:00

Standing in the world of my dreams,
Looking at the surroundings and feeling strange,
Fighting the loneliness by controlling my tears from flowing down,
Its not wrong to be alone,
I like walking forward and not turning back,
As I countinue my life / journey,
There's one time I felt happy and bless when I think of you,
I will send my feelings to you,
Although your not by myside,
Having you in my life changes everything,
You make me smile , laugh , and much more,
Just to make me happy,
Your the most sweetess person I ever know.

Im bak !!!

2008-05-16T12:36:00.000-07:00

halo.. my beloved blog..

long time nvr express sumtin here..

haha..

after sum heart damage to be cured..

n it cured ledi..

so i decided to write sumtin here..

haixx..

trying to forget the pass memorize..

since i stop writing in here for few months i guess..

hmmm..

its ok if i cant be wit him..

there's many guys out there..

n i wish him the best for getting sum1 he seems to be interested at..

haha..

GUD LUCK !!

WhaT uR NaMe SaYs aBouT U ?!?!

2008-03-20T09:41:00.000-07:00

A : Loves To Flirt
B : Loves People
C : Best Smile
D : Has one of the Best Personalities Ever
E : Freaking Beautiful
F : People Wild and Crazy Adore U
G : Never Let People tell U What to Do
H : Likes to Act Crazy as Hell
I : Loves to laugh
J : Freaking Rowdy
K : Really Silly
L : Really Easy to Fall in Love
M : Makes Dating Fun
N : Good at Sex
O : Loved by Everyone
P : Popular with all types of People
Q : A Hyprocrite
R : A Freak in Bed
S : Easy to Fall in Love
T : Very Attractive
U : Gets Hug
V : Not Judgemental
W : Very Broad Minded
X : Never Let People what to Do
Y : Great Kisser
Z : Lives Life for Fun

Example:

A- Loves to Flirt
N- ................
G- ..................
E- .......................
L- ......................
A- .................

L- ...................
O- ...............
I- ..................

Put your full name...

99.9 % - True

Dont want our Relationship as pet Bro n Sis dissappear cse of Me.

2008-03-15T14:01:00.000-07:00

Lets just stay in the same normal relationship.
Like now.
Can we??
Don't want to lose a gud pet brother like U,
Which U always makes me smile,laugh,
Cares about me,
Bulying + Teasing me..
^^ hehe..
Lets forget what i wrote in my blog..
Forever brother and sister!!
Promise??

I Love U !

2008-03-13T16:58:00.000-07:00

I can't take it!
I don't understand!
If I don't meant for u,
Then why does my heart tell me that i am?
If your not the One for me,
Why I dreamt of U in my eyes?
I love you,
Weather it's right or wrong.

LoVe?

2008-03-11T11:17:00.000-07:00

True Love..
Isn't that easy...