Its Like A Drug To Me

hey.. On 3.3.10 was my birthday..
My college classmate celebrate my birthday for me.
It was a surprise! haha.. I just want to say " I Love them SO MUCH!! "
And a very HuG3 ThX!
Muax Muax!!
hmm.. when i think back they were bullying me and jin..
trying hard to make us Make Out.
haha.. It was so Funny & too embarrassing..
hmm..
but today i went in to Karen's blog again..
Her blog is like a drug to me.. It hurts me but I still need to know what she felt..
I guess she really really cant let go Jin..
But me too! I absolutely cant let go him more..
I Love Him so so much *Infinity*...
I was so scared to ask Jin bout his feelings towards Karen..
Was so scared of Losing him..
Two of my fren ask me to ask him..
to tell him wat i felt..
what was wrong..
I should give it a try and there's nothing to be afraid of Jin..
And This is wat i want to tell him..
Happy 1 Month Anniversary!!
Muax!!

Time Tells Everything..

hey..
it's me again..
hmm..
i read one of jin's fren tumblr
website.. Her name: Deepwhite Lsm
And saw something she wrote..
the reason why jin emoing..
bout his ex-gf.
so i guess i finally understand...
he just nvr 4get bout karen..
This is wat Deepwhite Lsm wrote on 20.2.2010

We talked like friends. I dumped my notes away and chat with this fellow. We yumcha also talk nonsense only. And eventually…………….

I listened carefully every single little words he said. I wondered whether should I believe in what he said. No longer that important right.. yes,he told me everything about how he felt after breaking with the ex-gf. The 1st thought of mine is,childish. After dumped the gf,only realise so silly doing that. Regret as he said. Girl,do u believe? He claimed, he has been emo for so many days. Girl, do u believe? He messed his mind up because of u and the current gf. The 2nd thought is,immature. He still care so much about u. Girl,do u believe? He’s confused by his own mind. Yes,I felt that. He confessed that it was his fault. He nodded. He cant let go anyone of u,ex and present. Girl,will u believe? He claimed that I’m at ur side .. He never know I just want him to be frank.

I’m the messenger. =)

As his friend, I hope he is not as bad as what others commented.

all this break's my heart.. and there's nothing i can say.. just speechless.. when i think all this over maybe i'm the one whom should let him go.. im sorry if i dissappoint him..

sobzz......

Im sorry.. i just cant take any of this anymore.. it totally breaks my heart.

I just have to wait & give us both sometime together and will see what happens..

Bored..........

hmmm.................
so boring....
but at least i've got 1 more topic then i'm done with my individual assignment..
>.<
Im starting to feel that my relationship with Jin is getting further..
don't know why..
maybe i think tooooooooooooooooooo mucccccchhhhhhhhhh....
aikxxxxxxx...
its not as fun as we chat last time...
tats what i felt..
don't know lerh..
maybe we should hang out more often...
hmm..
i guess we should go for a movie..
VALENTINE's DAY. OWH!! Taylor. L from the Twilight & New Moon; Jacob..
Is in this Movie..
GODDDD!!! I'm going to Faint!!
His so MUSCULAR!!
And Charming!!! hahaha..
so obsessed towards him..
hahaha..


Here's A Trailer of VALENTINE's Day !!
ENJOY!
TATA!

We got Each Other.

hey..
I juz want to forget bout this pain..
I just want happiness between me & jin..
Just want to tell him "I LOVE HIM SO MUCH"
XoXo
Baby Reon Anne

Colbie Callait - You Got Me

Just For Him.

Hey..
Today i woke up around 9.30 am..
Den i get myself ready to college..
Had 2 sausage and then took my medicine..
I went in to Karen's blogspot..
It makes me felt so bad..
She really do love Jin alotsss..
And i dont think Jin's reason for breaking up with her is relavant enough..
when i saw Karen's blog.
I felt like a third party for crushing their relationship..
I totally felt sorry for her..
she's still keeping the NIKE bag that i think Jin bought for her..
SOBzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
i felt terrible..
Maybe i should talk to Jin bout' having him to think about our relationship..
cse he doesn't seem to forget bout' her..
I just cant stop having tears every night in my room..
It just hurt me so so much..
But i must pretend to be happy and not to show that i'm hurt or sad..
So it will not be curious..
I dont want him to feel bad and sad..
I'll do what ever to make him feel happy..
Tats my priority for him..
Just for him..

XoXo
Baby Reon Anne

hey..
Hmm.. today I feel happy & sad !!
:) & :(
hahaha & haizzzz...
Now I tell you why im happy..
I get to spend lots time with my college mates & jin..
With mummy's approval ,
I went to James's house for an open house..
he was so sweet & kind hearted to make this day just only for us ( college mates)
Thx James!! Muax! Me , Winnie , Jin , Hua Kor , Lawren , Loong Kor , Gary , Suet Yee , Vincent ,
Gan Han Yang & James were having an AWESOME TIME!!!!
Hhaha..!!
After that, around 9.30pm, Me & JIn went for a dinner at Pappa Rich. >.<
* missing text*


Sadness Will Always Interfere Me ,
But As Long As Lifes Goes On Well ,
There's Nothing Much I Can Do ,
Just To Be Grateful With Everyone Around Me ,
Before It Too Late...

4 February 2010.

halo!!
guess why i'm writing this date as a title..
haha.. sorry of not telling before this..
i was deeply in a relationship with a guy i admire..
JIN!! haha.. was busy till long time nvr update blog..
hahaha.. dont get mad for not telling whats happening..
<3 but ill tell u what on with us.. the 3 words was out from his mouth when we came out of the souvenier shop.. haha.. and later on it happen as it be.. dont want say.. haha.. And Also HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAWREN!!!!!!
go grab a bite .. tata.. ;)

John Paul Young - Love Is In The Air

ASSIGNMENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KILL ME!!!!!

WARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!
hahaha..
im going to be crazy!!
so much assignment and exams..
when can i finish all this !!
hahaha..
hmm..
juz need to relax..
so just enjoy with me this song..


Kenny G - Breathless

First Day of College..

hey!!!! First day of College was not so awesome..
kinda boring.. hahaha..
cse Im Kinda ALONE!!
Dont know anyone there.
And Spend my time 9.00 am till 2pm at the Lecture Hall..
SIEN!!
haha..
but i get to know this guy; Joshua
he seems to be a nice guy..
hmm.. why does everyone speaks CHINESE!!
Im a BANANA!!
haha..
hmmm.. then almost everytime i saw this guy..
he has a fair skin , can say in a okay height..
black thick hair.. wearing a black shirt with a jeans..
lol.
he looks quite and shy i guess..
haha.. and after 2pm i have to wait mummy to pick me up..
ARGHHH!!!
i waited for so so long!!!
i sat on a chair at the METROPOLITAN canteen ..
then here comes another guy.. which i previously describe him juz then..
GOD!! he speaks in CHINESE!!
so i reply him in ENGLISH!!!
hahaha.. his name was JIN.
I hope i got his name correctly..
haha..
he looks cute..
haha.. chubby little guy.
And he was 20 of age..
lol. am I the youngest here...
So many brother and sister elder than me..
hahaha..
hope no one HERE bully me..

H@ppY 2010!!!!!!!

Spring,
Ah! The joy,
A new beginning,
The season that sings,
Love is in the air,
It's the season of caring,
It's the season that teaches us.

Summer,
Where the roots of love grow,
Yet stronger,
Where the hearts of lovers,
Are even more beautiful than diamonds,
Are brighter than the sun,
It's time when love,
Immortilised, never grow to grow old.

Autumn,
The season of hearts breaking,
The seasons where dreams,
Shattered and destroyed,
The warmth of love once felt,
Slowly departs with the breeze,
Like dead leaves leaving the trees,
Leaving a heart with nothing,
But pieces of memories.

Winter,
The warmth once treasured,
Is but a faint memory,
What seems eternal,
Is replace by bitter coldness,
Will the heart ever feel warmth once again?
Or will the cold remain?
But not to fear,
For hope is here,
When spring blossoms,
Yet again, next year!
Happy 2010!!!