My Feelings For You From The Bottom Of My Heart

Angela Aki - Kiss Me GoodBye

Take This Pain Away From Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

godd!!
i just can't help it..
It really hurts..
The more I see the more I'm hurt!!
and the more I'll find out!!
and the more I'm thinking tooo mucchhh!!!
I really really can't take this anymore..
I believe him!!
I know he cares for me and he don't want me to be hurt..
Why is this happening again.?
I hope she just forget about him..
Just A friend will do..
Her presents bother me a lot..
I know I'm selfish of being like that..
But this is Honesty that came out of my MIND!
I'm trying to forget about her and go through "Mine & His" World with him..
Forgive me of being Rude to her..
But this is what I can't Lie about..
I just want everything to go on well..
I hope he BELIEVES ME until the very End..
And I will Always Always BELIEVE HIM until the very End!
I'm taking our relationship very SERIOUS than my past Ex-s'
What i said here is SERIOUS!
VERY!!
What i written here,
I'll keep my WORDS in Me!
Never LIES!
I Just Want To Say I LOVE AVEN ANG YI JIN!!!!
MUAX MUAX!!
My Lovely Cherry Merry Fairy Dairy Berry Baby Jin Jin!!

A World Of Ours'

hey.. i hope my baby can sing to me this song everyday..
i know what he meant..
and i can feel his world..
and i hope he can feel mine too..
i know his confused , frustrated and everything..
but i just need to keep him comfort and not blame or control or decide for him..
what can i do to make him Love me?
I'm sorry if i cant understand him cause i don't really understand Chinese language..
and I'm willing to learn just for him..

Lee Hom - Can You Feel My World

Ni She Wo Xin Nei De Yi Shou Ge

This Song Is Dedicated To My Baby!!
Muax!


Lee Hom & Selina

Its Like A Drug To Me

hey.. On 3.3.10 was my birthday..
My college classmate celebrate my birthday for me.
It was a surprise! haha.. I just want to say " I Love them SO MUCH!! "
And a very HuG3 ThX!
Muax Muax!!
hmm.. when i think back they were bullying me and jin..
trying hard to make us Make Out.
haha.. It was so Funny & too embarrassing..
hmm..
but today i went in to Karen's blog again..
Her blog is like a drug to me.. It hurts me but I still need to know what she felt..
I guess she really really cant let go Jin..
But me too! I absolutely cant let go him more..
I Love Him so so much *Infinity*...
I was so scared to ask Jin bout his feelings towards Karen..
Was so scared of Losing him..
Two of my fren ask me to ask him..
to tell him wat i felt..
what was wrong..
I should give it a try and there's nothing to be afraid of Jin..
And This is wat i want to tell him..
Happy 1 Month Anniversary!!
Muax!!

Time Tells Everything..

hey..
it's me again..
hmm..
i read one of jin's fren tumblr
website.. Her name: Deepwhite Lsm
And saw something she wrote..
the reason why jin emoing..
bout his ex-gf.
so i guess i finally understand...
he just nvr 4get bout karen..
This is wat Deepwhite Lsm wrote on 20.2.2010

We talked like friends. I dumped my notes away and chat with this fellow. We yumcha also talk nonsense only. And eventually…………….

I listened carefully every single little words he said. I wondered whether should I believe in what he said. No longer that important right.. yes,he told me everything about how he felt after breaking with the ex-gf. The 1st thought of mine is,childish. After dumped the gf,only realise so silly doing that. Regret as he said. Girl,do u believe? He claimed, he has been emo for so many days. Girl, do u believe? He messed his mind up because of u and the current gf. The 2nd thought is,immature. He still care so much about u. Girl,do u believe? He’s confused by his own mind. Yes,I felt that. He confessed that it was his fault. He nodded. He cant let go anyone of u,ex and present. Girl,will u believe? He claimed that I’m at ur side .. He never know I just want him to be frank.

I’m the messenger. =)

As his friend, I hope he is not as bad as what others commented.

all this break's my heart.. and there's nothing i can say.. just speechless.. when i think all this over maybe i'm the one whom should let him go.. im sorry if i dissappoint him..

sobzz......

Im sorry.. i just cant take any of this anymore.. it totally breaks my heart.

I just have to wait & give us both sometime together and will see what happens..

Bored..........

hmmm.................
so boring....
but at least i've got 1 more topic then i'm done with my individual assignment..
>.<
Im starting to feel that my relationship with Jin is getting further..
don't know why..
maybe i think tooooooooooooooooooo mucccccchhhhhhhhhh....
aikxxxxxxx...
its not as fun as we chat last time...
tats what i felt..
don't know lerh..
maybe we should hang out more often...
hmm..
i guess we should go for a movie..
VALENTINE's DAY. OWH!! Taylor. L from the Twilight & New Moon; Jacob..
Is in this Movie..
GODDDD!!! I'm going to Faint!!
His so MUSCULAR!!
And Charming!!! hahaha..
so obsessed towards him..
hahaha..


Here's A Trailer of VALENTINE's Day !!
ENJOY!
TATA!

We got Each Other.

hey..
I juz want to forget bout this pain..
I just want happiness between me & jin..
Just want to tell him "I LOVE HIM SO MUCH"
XoXo
Baby Reon Anne

Colbie Callait - You Got Me

Just For Him.

Hey..
Today i woke up around 9.30 am..
Den i get myself ready to college..
Had 2 sausage and then took my medicine..
I went in to Karen's blogspot..
It makes me felt so bad..
She really do love Jin alotsss..
And i dont think Jin's reason for breaking up with her is relavant enough..
when i saw Karen's blog.
I felt like a third party for crushing their relationship..
I totally felt sorry for her..
she's still keeping the NIKE bag that i think Jin bought for her..
SOBzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
i felt terrible..
Maybe i should talk to Jin bout' having him to think about our relationship..
cse he doesn't seem to forget bout' her..
I just cant stop having tears every night in my room..
It just hurt me so so much..
But i must pretend to be happy and not to show that i'm hurt or sad..
So it will not be curious..
I dont want him to feel bad and sad..
I'll do what ever to make him feel happy..
Tats my priority for him..
Just for him..

XoXo
Baby Reon Anne

hey..
Hmm.. today I feel happy & sad !!
:) & :(
hahaha & haizzzz...
Now I tell you why im happy..
I get to spend lots time with my college mates & jin..
With mummy's approval ,
I went to James's house for an open house..
he was so sweet & kind hearted to make this day just only for us ( college mates)
Thx James!! Muax! Me , Winnie , Jin , Hua Kor , Lawren , Loong Kor , Gary , Suet Yee , Vincent ,
Gan Han Yang & James were having an AWESOME TIME!!!!
Hhaha..!!
After that, around 9.30pm, Me & JIn went for a dinner at Pappa Rich. >.<
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Sadness Will Always Interfere Me ,
But As Long As Lifes Goes On Well ,
There's Nothing Much I Can Do ,
Just To Be Grateful With Everyone Around Me ,
Before It Too Late...