I Believe

Ayaka - I Believe

My Feelings For You From The Bottom Of My Heart

Angela Aki - Kiss Me GoodBye

Take This Pain Away From Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

godd!!
i just can't help it..
It really hurts..
The more I see the more I'm hurt!!
and the more I'll find out!!
and the more I'm thinking tooo mucchhh!!!
I really really can't take this anymore..
I believe him!!
I know he cares for me and he don't want me to be hurt..
Why is this happening again.?
I hope she just forget about him..
Just A friend will do..
Her presents bother me a lot..
I know I'm selfish of being like that..
But this is Honesty that came out of my MIND!
I'm trying to forget about her and go through "Mine & His" World with him..
Forgive me of being Rude to her..
But this is what I can't Lie about..
I just want everything to go on well..
I hope he BELIEVES ME until the very End..
And I will Always Always BELIEVE HIM until the very End!
I'm taking our relationship very SERIOUS than my past Ex-s'
What i said here is SERIOUS!
VERY!!
What i written here,
I'll keep my WORDS in Me!
Never LIES!
I Just Want To Say I LOVE AVEN ANG YI JIN!!!!
MUAX MUAX!!
My Lovely Cherry Merry Fairy Dairy Berry Baby Jin Jin!!

A World Of Ours'

hey.. i hope my baby can sing to me this song everyday..
i know what he meant..
and i can feel his world..
and i hope he can feel mine too..
i know his confused , frustrated and everything..
but i just need to keep him comfort and not blame or control or decide for him..
what can i do to make him Love me?
I'm sorry if i cant understand him cause i don't really understand Chinese language..
and I'm willing to learn just for him..

Lee Hom - Can You Feel My World

Ni She Wo Xin Nei De Yi Shou Ge

This Song Is Dedicated To My Baby!!
Muax!


Lee Hom & Selina

Its Like A Drug To Me

hey.. On 3.3.10 was my birthday..
My college classmate celebrate my birthday for me.
It was a surprise! haha.. I just want to say " I Love them SO MUCH!! "
And a very HuG3 ThX!
Muax Muax!!
hmm.. when i think back they were bullying me and jin..
trying hard to make us Make Out.
haha.. It was so Funny & too embarrassing..
hmm..
but today i went in to Karen's blog again..
Her blog is like a drug to me.. It hurts me but I still need to know what she felt..
I guess she really really cant let go Jin..
But me too! I absolutely cant let go him more..
I Love Him so so much *Infinity*...
I was so scared to ask Jin bout his feelings towards Karen..
Was so scared of Losing him..
Two of my fren ask me to ask him..
to tell him wat i felt..
what was wrong..
I should give it a try and there's nothing to be afraid of Jin..
And This is wat i want to tell him..
Happy 1 Month Anniversary!!
Muax!!

Time Tells Everything..

hey..
it's me again..
hmm..
i read one of jin's fren tumblr
website.. Her name: Deepwhite Lsm
And saw something she wrote..
the reason why jin emoing..
bout his ex-gf.
so i guess i finally understand...
he just nvr 4get bout karen..
This is wat Deepwhite Lsm wrote on 20.2.2010

We talked like friends. I dumped my notes away and chat with this fellow. We yumcha also talk nonsense only. And eventually…………….

I listened carefully every single little words he said. I wondered whether should I believe in what he said. No longer that important right.. yes,he told me everything about how he felt after breaking with the ex-gf. The 1st thought of mine is,childish. After dumped the gf,only realise so silly doing that. Regret as he said. Girl,do u believe? He claimed, he has been emo for so many days. Girl, do u believe? He messed his mind up because of u and the current gf. The 2nd thought is,immature. He still care so much about u. Girl,do u believe? He’s confused by his own mind. Yes,I felt that. He confessed that it was his fault. He nodded. He cant let go anyone of u,ex and present. Girl,will u believe? He claimed that I’m at ur side .. He never know I just want him to be frank.

I’m the messenger. =)

As his friend, I hope he is not as bad as what others commented.

all this break's my heart.. and there's nothing i can say.. just speechless.. when i think all this over maybe i'm the one whom should let him go.. im sorry if i dissappoint him..

sobzz......

Im sorry.. i just cant take any of this anymore.. it totally breaks my heart.

I just have to wait & give us both sometime together and will see what happens..

Bored..........

hmmm.................
so boring....
but at least i've got 1 more topic then i'm done with my individual assignment..
>.<
Im starting to feel that my relationship with Jin is getting further..
don't know why..
maybe i think tooooooooooooooooooo mucccccchhhhhhhhhh....
aikxxxxxxx...
its not as fun as we chat last time...
tats what i felt..
don't know lerh..
maybe we should hang out more often...
hmm..
i guess we should go for a movie..
VALENTINE's DAY. OWH!! Taylor. L from the Twilight & New Moon; Jacob..
Is in this Movie..
GODDDD!!! I'm going to Faint!!
His so MUSCULAR!!
And Charming!!! hahaha..
so obsessed towards him..
hahaha..


Here's A Trailer of VALENTINE's Day !!
ENJOY!
TATA!

We got Each Other.

hey..
I juz want to forget bout this pain..
I just want happiness between me & jin..
Just want to tell him "I LOVE HIM SO MUCH"
XoXo
Baby Reon Anne

Colbie Callait - You Got Me

Just For Him.

Hey..
Today i woke up around 9.30 am..
Den i get myself ready to college..
Had 2 sausage and then took my medicine..
I went in to Karen's blogspot..
It makes me felt so bad..
She really do love Jin alotsss..
And i dont think Jin's reason for breaking up with her is relavant enough..
when i saw Karen's blog.
I felt like a third party for crushing their relationship..
I totally felt sorry for her..
she's still keeping the NIKE bag that i think Jin bought for her..
SOBzzzzzzzzzzzzz........
i felt terrible..
Maybe i should talk to Jin bout' having him to think about our relationship..
cse he doesn't seem to forget bout' her..
I just cant stop having tears every night in my room..
It just hurt me so so much..
But i must pretend to be happy and not to show that i'm hurt or sad..
So it will not be curious..
I dont want him to feel bad and sad..
I'll do what ever to make him feel happy..
Tats my priority for him..
Just for him..

XoXo
Baby Reon Anne