Tears flow thru..
When i read those sweet messages you use to sent to me when we're in LOVE..
Time Pass so Fast.. I've never wanted to let you go.. But I have to..
Some ppl think that i'm doing it right to let u go n 4get bout you..
Cause they think you're not worth being with me.. But they were wrong..
Its LOVE that make me felt that u're the right one for me..
I really want u back so badly.. Will u do the same?
Honestly I just Cant forget 'bout u..
One of my friend was right.. When he said that the words I said 'bout me "to forget 'bout u
and moving forward without you in my life".. Truth is in My Heart..
YEAH!
Its Impossible to do so..
I have to say out.. I still LOve you.. I cant keep it in my Heart.. It Hurts a lot..
It makes me shout this words to you.. " I LOVE YOU, brainless!!!"
N tat day when u told me that u still have little feelings towards ur ex, juz that word makes me nt trusting u much and kept on doubting you most of the time..
Its those words..!!!
I hate It!!! I know you dont like the things i did..
But do you ever care of what i felt??
N y am I doing the things you dont like me doing it?
Its because of those words.. Make me insecure..
I've trust you so much till that day you told me tat u've still have feelings for ur ex..
I regret forcing you to tell me y u emo..
I didnt know that u will emo 'bout that..
I still rmb that words you told me when u sent me home after we when to james' open house and
papparich..
I will rmb the memories since 4th February till 15th April..
I felt so F**k**g ANGRY!! when i need to say those words to end our relationship..
Thursday, 6 May 2010
Kissing You
hey.. this song lyric really is meaningful..
and it also tells&relates 'bout my pass..
Miranda Cosgrove - Kissing you
Sparks fly it's like electricity
I might die, when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen
Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you
Past loves they never got really far
Walls up, made sure I guarded my heart
And I promise I wouldn't do this
Till I knew it was right for me
But no one, no guy that I met before
Could make me feel so right and secure
And have you noticed I loose my focus
And the world around me disappears
Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you
I've never felt nothing like this
You're making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it's love, love
Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissin you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you
and it also tells&relates 'bout my pass..
Miranda Cosgrove - Kissing you
Sparks fly it's like electricity
I might die, when I forget how to breathe
You get closer and there's no where in this world I'd rather be
Time stops like everything around me is frozen
And nothing matters but these
Few moments when you open my mind to things I've never seen
Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you
Past loves they never got really far
Walls up, made sure I guarded my heart
And I promise I wouldn't do this
Till I knew it was right for me
But no one, no guy that I met before
Could make me feel so right and secure
And have you noticed I loose my focus
And the world around me disappears
Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissing you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you
I've never felt nothing like this
You're making me open up
No point in even trying to fight this
It kinda feels like it's love, love
Cause when I'm kissin you my senses come alive
Almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find
Falls right into place you're all that it takes
My doubts fade away when I'm kissin you
When I'm kissin you it all starts making sense
And all the questions I've been asking in my head
Like are you the one should I really trust
Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissin you
Monday, 19 April 2010
I Need You Now
Lady Antebellum - I Need You Now
Picture perfect memories,
Scattered all around the floor.
Reaching for the phone cause, I can't fight it any more.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
Another shot of whiskey, can't stop looking at the door.
Wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before.
And I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
For me it happens all the time.
It's a quarter after one, I'm a little drunk,
And I need you now.
Said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all.
It's a quarter after one, I'm all alone and I need you now.
And I said I wouldn't call but I'm a little drunk and I need you now.
And I don't know how I can do without, I just need you now.
I just need you now.
Oh baby I need you now.
Sunday, 18 April 2010
Gambateh!
hey..
exam tomolow le..
aikxxx...
business accounting.. hmmm..
at least i got study... hahha.. today went to cllge study..
waaaaa!!! damn hot le.. y today weather so hot wan?
hahahaha.. sien..
GAMBATEH! GAMBATEH! to my CLASSMATES for Finalzz!!!
hope they(A.Y.J & K.J) both be together..
just wish them the best of luck..
they both meant to be together...
its just me being the third party of their relationship..
hahaha..
OI!! when u both together then wait me 15.4.2012 yea?
when i gt boyfriend then we go out together.. haha.
exam tomolow le..
aikxxx...
business accounting.. hmmm..
at least i got study... hahha.. today went to cllge study..
waaaaa!!! damn hot le.. y today weather so hot wan?
hahahaha.. sien..
GAMBATEH! GAMBATEH! to my CLASSMATES for Finalzz!!!
hope they(A.Y.J & K.J) both be together..
just wish them the best of luck..
they both meant to be together...
its just me being the third party of their relationship..
hahaha..
OI!! when u both together then wait me 15.4.2012 yea?
when i gt boyfriend then we go out together.. haha.
Thursday, 15 April 2010
15.4.2010
hey,
i broke up with him..
sad isnt it..
but at least we still can be frenss..
i think its the best way for us both..
but i really really do lurv him although he doesnt lurv me..
sobzzzzzzz...
wanna be cheerful & happy angela!
cheer up cheer up cheer up up up!!
hmmmm...
being single is better?
i nvr believe in tat..
"Can Last For Ever & Serious In A relationship"
this words makes me cant trust guys who says this words to me..
but in these 2 months starting from 4th Feb, we're so close like we'll nvr break up but eventually yeah it does happen..
I'll always rmb the first time i saw u.. <3 4th Jan
the day we first met...
it'll be a memory from that day til forever..
i broke up with him..
sad isnt it..
but at least we still can be frenss..
i think its the best way for us both..
but i really really do lurv him although he doesnt lurv me..
sobzzzzzzz...
wanna be cheerful & happy angela!
cheer up cheer up cheer up up up!!
hmmmm...
being single is better?
i nvr believe in tat..
"Can Last For Ever & Serious In A relationship"
this words makes me cant trust guys who says this words to me..
but in these 2 months starting from 4th Feb, we're so close like we'll nvr break up but eventually yeah it does happen..
I'll always rmb the first time i saw u.. <3 4th Jan
the day we first met...
it'll be a memory from that day til forever..
Saturday, 10 April 2010
Day Out
hey..
i have nothing much to do today..
juz study , watch tv , on9...
i msg bb tis few days..
still there's no reply..
:'(
sad....
so i decided to join kanata mika , stalberrii & shawn khoo yamcha at Secret Recipe..
we have lots fun..
this is a few photos of us..
i have nothing much to do today..
juz study , watch tv , on9...
i msg bb tis few days..
still there's no reply..
:'(
sad....
so i decided to join kanata mika , stalberrii & shawn khoo yamcha at Secret Recipe..
we have lots fun..
this is a few photos of us..
Thursday, 8 April 2010
Growing Old With You..
halo..
hope u enjoy reading this..
It all began about 60 years ago,
On a very special summers day,
For two unexpected teenage kids,
Love was about to come their way.
Boy meets girl, things move quick,
Nobody gave their love a chance,
It's been seen a million times before,
Just another hopeless young romance.
But for this couple it was different,
Since day one it was meant to be,
It was that forever fairytale happiness,
The kind you can only see on T.V.
One day she looked at him and asked,
"What is it with your life you'd like to do?"
He gently kissed her forehead and said,
"Sweetheart, I dream to grow old with you"
Smiling because they were so in love,
Suddenly he got down on one knee,
Pulled out a beautiful diamond ring,
And asked "Princess, will you marry me?"
Tears falling from her big brown eyes,
It was a yes as she nodded her head,
And just seven short months later,
These two teenage kids were wed.
They bought a house and settled down,
Got pregnant and gave birth to a little girl,
How is it at just twenty-three years old,
They could have everything in the world.
For fifty years their lives were perfect,
As grandchildren grew the love did too,
But with a simple trip to the doctor,
The future suddenly held a different view.
He was diagnosed with bone cancer,
The doctors didn't give him very long,
He fought with everything he had left,
But at eighty, he wasn't very strong.
As he lay in a hospital bed about to die,
Hand in hand with his best friend and wife,
He said "I want you to know since Nineteen,
You've been my everything, my whole life"
With tears falling from her big brown eyes,
She asked "did all of your dreams come true?"
He kissed her forehead and with his final breath,
Said "Of course princess, I grew old with you"
hope u enjoy reading this..
It all began about 60 years ago,
On a very special summers day,
For two unexpected teenage kids,
Love was about to come their way.
Boy meets girl, things move quick,
Nobody gave their love a chance,
It's been seen a million times before,
Just another hopeless young romance.
But for this couple it was different,
Since day one it was meant to be,
It was that forever fairytale happiness,
The kind you can only see on T.V.
One day she looked at him and asked,
"What is it with your life you'd like to do?"
He gently kissed her forehead and said,
"Sweetheart, I dream to grow old with you"
Smiling because they were so in love,
Suddenly he got down on one knee,
Pulled out a beautiful diamond ring,
And asked "Princess, will you marry me?"
Tears falling from her big brown eyes,
It was a yes as she nodded her head,
And just seven short months later,
These two teenage kids were wed.
They bought a house and settled down,
Got pregnant and gave birth to a little girl,
How is it at just twenty-three years old,
They could have everything in the world.
For fifty years their lives were perfect,
As grandchildren grew the love did too,
But with a simple trip to the doctor,
The future suddenly held a different view.
He was diagnosed with bone cancer,
The doctors didn't give him very long,
He fought with everything he had left,
But at eighty, he wasn't very strong.
As he lay in a hospital bed about to die,
Hand in hand with his best friend and wife,
He said "I want you to know since Nineteen,
You've been my everything, my whole life"
With tears falling from her big brown eyes,
She asked "did all of your dreams come true?"
He kissed her forehead and with his final breath,
Said "Of course princess, I grew old with you"
Friday, 2 April 2010
My Fault for Letting You feel That Way..
hey..
yesterday me n bb when back to his house n talk in his room..
it was a very sad moment.. even the weather..
its just a misunderstanding..
i think too much..
i make him feel so pain & angry..
cse i got too over close & play till over with my classmates..
yeah.. its true.. n i didn't realize it...
but i never know it hurts him badly..
n also i didn't put him as the 1st to ask him out..
mostly i ask my frens 1st only i ask him..
he meant tat his always the last to know something..
im sorry..
n also he dont like me throwing things..
i feel very lonely when his not by my side..
n is it wrong for me to over Love You?
i care so much for you that makes you feel that i control you..
hmm.. sorry bb..
i'll change my behavior for you..
just to keep this relationship last forever..
i'll do whatever it takes to make it last forever n ever..
n to make u feel happy being with me..
I LOVE YOU, my sweet candy!
yesterday me n bb when back to his house n talk in his room..
it was a very sad moment.. even the weather..
its just a misunderstanding..
i think too much..
i make him feel so pain & angry..
cse i got too over close & play till over with my classmates..
yeah.. its true.. n i didn't realize it...
but i never know it hurts him badly..
n also i didn't put him as the 1st to ask him out..
mostly i ask my frens 1st only i ask him..
he meant tat his always the last to know something..
im sorry..
n also he dont like me throwing things..
i feel very lonely when his not by my side..
n is it wrong for me to over Love You?
i care so much for you that makes you feel that i control you..
hmm.. sorry bb..
i'll change my behavior for you..
just to keep this relationship last forever..
i'll do whatever it takes to make it last forever n ever..
n to make u feel happy being with me..
I LOVE YOU, my sweet candy!
Tuesday, 30 March 2010
The Feeling of Love from You Fate Away....
hey...
i feel that bb's feeling towards me had fate away..
his reaction makes me think like that...
what can i do..?
tats y i damn emo..
N unhappy..
he seems to not like me anymore..
it feels like he HATED me for some reasons..
i never blame him for that..
im afraid that this relationship might not last..
where's BB?
the one i met which was smiling, laughing n always chit chatting with me..
I want HIM!!
Now BB is so quite , not smiling n not laughing with me..
I've always find a way to go out with him...
Just so that we can be more closer.
but everything was different than what i have expected..
I LOve Him so much..
that one day i might have to let him go..
i get more n more stress every single day..
tats y my eye bag is darker..
hmmm...
sobzzz...
i feel that bb's feeling towards me had fate away..
his reaction makes me think like that...
what can i do..?
tats y i damn emo..
N unhappy..
he seems to not like me anymore..
it feels like he HATED me for some reasons..
i never blame him for that..
im afraid that this relationship might not last..
where's BB?
the one i met which was smiling, laughing n always chit chatting with me..
I want HIM!!
Now BB is so quite , not smiling n not laughing with me..
I've always find a way to go out with him...
Just so that we can be more closer.
but everything was different than what i have expected..
I LOve Him so much..
that one day i might have to let him go..
i get more n more stress every single day..
tats y my eye bag is darker..
hmmm...
sobzzz...
Saturday, 27 March 2010
Tired!!
hey..
was tired..
but kinda enjoy cse i get to make new frensss..
u know y?
today was my first day of work..
First time working..
haha.. work as a Promoter...
of......PLanta..
sobzzz...
my leg pain pain liao...
work for 7 hours..
my new frensss..
Erin Khoo , Alan & Philip.. and also the two nice aunty..
they were such a nice frensss..
haha..
hope i can work there longer but it's just for two days..
today & tomorrow..
and not to forget Justin, my trainer..
i wanna thank him for using his time n train me..
haha.
and also wanna thank my two ex-form 5 classmates, Ren Dak & Kheng Wei for helping me & guiding me..
hmmm.. actually i work for fun..
hahahaha..
wanna know hows the feeling of working..
n now i know it's really really difficult... so i guess i have to start studying hard..
Gambateh Baby Reon Anne!!!!!
hmm..
on the way home, dad bought me nasi kandar..
SPICY!!!
I LOve It!!!
haaha..
very long time no eat Spicy Food d..
haizz.. need take care my health..
haha..
when reach home i msg bb..
he so long reply..
hmmm...
when he reply he say he was helping his mum do something..
then he ask me how's work..
i say i would want to call him, n chat trough phone..
then he say he want go out wit his frensss n play till late..
sobzzzz...
i wish he would just chat with me n let him know what i felt today..
but its okay..
i'll be fine..
maybe on monday..
haha..
hmm..
i'm off to bed now..
need wake up early tomolow..
haha..
tata..
thx for reading..
*baby reon anne*
was tired..
but kinda enjoy cse i get to make new frensss..
u know y?
today was my first day of work..
First time working..
haha.. work as a Promoter...
of......PLanta..
sobzzz...
my leg pain pain liao...
work for 7 hours..
my new frensss..
Erin Khoo , Alan & Philip.. and also the two nice aunty..
they were such a nice frensss..
haha..
hope i can work there longer but it's just for two days..
today & tomorrow..
and not to forget Justin, my trainer..
i wanna thank him for using his time n train me..
haha.
and also wanna thank my two ex-form 5 classmates, Ren Dak & Kheng Wei for helping me & guiding me..
hmmm.. actually i work for fun..
hahahaha..
wanna know hows the feeling of working..
n now i know it's really really difficult... so i guess i have to start studying hard..
Gambateh Baby Reon Anne!!!!!
hmm..
on the way home, dad bought me nasi kandar..
SPICY!!!
I LOve It!!!
haaha..
very long time no eat Spicy Food d..
haizz.. need take care my health..
haha..
when reach home i msg bb..
he so long reply..
hmmm...
when he reply he say he was helping his mum do something..
then he ask me how's work..
i say i would want to call him, n chat trough phone..
then he say he want go out wit his frensss n play till late..
sobzzzz...
i wish he would just chat with me n let him know what i felt today..
but its okay..
i'll be fine..
maybe on monday..
haha..
hmm..
i'm off to bed now..
need wake up early tomolow..
haha..
tata..
thx for reading..
*baby reon anne*
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