Tuesday, 21 September 2010

Passion for Songs

hey.. recently i've been checking out on songs..
haha.. use to be update with loys of latest song..
but not this time.. cause kinda busy with assignments and test..
imagine you have 7 assignments and to be hand up before the last week of october..
gosh.. so its a great time for me to listen to songs while doing my assignments..
tomorrow is my 1st test for this semester.. business acc 2..
wish me LUCK !!
haha.. here are some songs that i've been listening for the day(lyrics)..
and also Happy Birthday To Him !
Happy 20th B'day !!

Colbie Callait - Tell Him

Let me be patient, let me be kind

Make me unselfish without bein' blind
Though I may suffer, I'll envy it not
And endure what comes, 'cause he's all that I got and tell him

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
And it'll be alright

And tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright

Now I may have faith, to make mountains fall
But if I lack love, then I am nothin' at all
If I can give away, everything I possess
But I'm without love then I have no happiness
I know I'm imperfect and not without sin
But now that I'm older all childish things end and tell him

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him and
It'll be alright

Tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright

I'll never be jealous
And I won't be too proud
'Cause love is not boastful
Ooh and love is not loud

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
Everything is gonna, gonna be alright
Ooh,
Ooh,

Now I may have wisdom and knowledge on earth
But if I speak wrong, ooh, then what is it worth?
See what we now know is nothing compared
To the love that was shown when our lives were spared and tell him

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him and
It'll be alright

Tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright and

Tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
Ooh

Colbie Callait - I Never Tell You

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Monday, 20 September 2010

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

hey.
refreshed my mind with this meaningful song..
quite emo song.. haha.
sorry but i gotta go..
will update soon..


Aerosmith - I Don't Want to Miss a Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing

Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

(Chorus)
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

Sunday, 19 September 2010

the Past

hey..
sorry for not updating any post this past weeks.. :(
cse i was kinda emo when i start looking back at my past post..
but what is done, its done..
it will always be the most memorial time in my life being wif him..
during those happy time..
but still i regret on not knowing that im a third person who took sum1's
till i realise somethings wrong n i found out myself..
it was too late..
but when things started to get ugly i decided to call it off cause i know she is waiting for him
and he still (what should i say) love her..
they meant to be wif each other..
one of my friend told me to fight for my love but i really cant do it..
i also regret on having this relationship called off but there's nothing much i can do..
dumb me..

was hearing this song while blogging..
Here Comes Goodbye - Rascal Flatts


Wednesday, 18 August 2010

Weird ~~~

hey hey..
it has been a month i've post something..
oh gosh..
i hav a totally weird dream las nyte..
rilli bad dream which is impossible..
but let me tell u a secret *pist pist*
come nearer *whisper*
my dreams which makes me feel like im in real life mostly are A DREAM COME TRUE!!
its like a DeJaVu.. gosh..
*pray to god* hope tis time the dream is Not TRUE !!NOT TRUE !!
cse it'll be so awkward..
it's not so..
but really really awkward !!
btw, let me tell for the past one month 'bout my life..
it has been a pleasure time..
OH YEAH ! i've had my hair cut.. its short dowh.. better than last time.. ^^
this is the ever 1st time i'm kinda satisfy on my hair cut..
i've been less talking to my friends.. dunno y..?
me and my cllge friends too have been celebrating James Birthday recently..
1sh Bash was at NeWay on friday13.8.2010 ( which i didnt attend) sorry guys!!
2nd Bash was at MyCafe at Mentari.. Monday 16.8.2010 Before that we went to sg.way for lunch..
So, coming soon tis Thursday is Joan's birthday !
Woohoo!! Happy Brthday Joan !! (early wish)
So, hows my college life ?
I would say Okay..
Miss My GG Babes !!!!!! Cant wait till Raya !!
Cause My 2 Lovely Babes are coming back !!
and four of us, Steph , Sam , Ys and Me gonna go shopping, yamcha and all things tat gals do !!
*Taaaa Daa!!!*

till now.. gtg. need ready for class.. ^^
by angela a.k.a B.R.A


Monday, 19 July 2010

I Hate Love

I hate the mornings
Cause I know what they bring
You get up and take a shower and in no time, youre leaving
It sounds so selfish
But i can't help but think
That if you knew how much i needed you
You'd stay

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love yeahhyeahhh
I hate love yeahh woooo

I hate your phone calls
In the middle of the day
Cause all they do is just remind that my baby's so far away
It drives me crazy babe
Cause i need you here with me
I know its hard for you to understand when i say

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love

I don't want to feel this alone (I can't help it)
Everytime you walked out that door
I start missing you (I can't help it no)
Wish I didn't need you this much (I can't help it)
But i love how it feels when we touch

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love
I hate love
I hate love


Go Youtube And Hear This Song.
Its Really Nice..
Tony Braxton - I hate Love

Friday, 25 June 2010

Moody..? & Dreams..?

hey hey..!!
its me again..
felt so stress out lately..
duno why..
my collegemates always say "why go back so early?"
i oso dont know guys...
really..
i guess i felt stress and tired..
im too tired.. dont know why..
or maybe i just dont feel like seeing people..?
what a lame excuse..
freaking lame~~
what i can say is that, i'm too lazy~~
short semester is really tiring then long semester..
everything need to be rushed~~
headache!!!!!
assignment!!
test!!
exam!!
luckily these semester is gonna end..
3rd semester is coming soon!!
hope it'll be more interesting and fun!!
muahahahaha!!
all in my mind is just fun!!
i hope the years past as fast as possible..
so i can get my degree..
and daddy promised me Car Of My Dream !!
Argh!!!! i love that car so much !!!
dream car since i was form 5..!!!
and hope i could start a Business..!!
That was my dream too and its in my blood..!
I guess its a hormone from my grandparents..
So i guess i've to study hard study hard!!
Come on!!! Come on!!
just 4 more years!!
but i've also plan to work here for few years till my life is stable and
plan to go abroad London to work there , my birth place..
and hope i could countinue my masters' if i can manage it..
haha.. mummy said it's too early for me to think that..
haha.. but i've told her "i always think further than what i am now"
Cause that is ME!! haha..
tata!

Friday, 18 June 2010

Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Impossible by Shontelle
Love the lyrics..

Thursday, 17 June 2010

Lyrical Me

James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings
they had a great song with meaningful lyrics.. Love IT!!

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

Wednesday, 2 June 2010

Thanks!

hey..
was a tiring day.. make me feel sick and emo~~
haixxx...
btw, i want to thanked vincent and long kor..
vincent told me something today..
supposedly said that he actually taught me something..
thanks a lot.. i really understand and i am not mad or angry of what you said..
really.
and to long kor, u've ask me to be tough, be strong of what people said about me..
because in working life, it'll be more worse..
wow. i didnt know that..
i guess because my thinking was just too simple..
simple till i thought everyone is good and will not betray each other..
why cant it be as simple as thought?
i guess i never go through that before that's why i dont know..
im still immature.. but i just wish my life was simple as it could be..
being in love , a successful career , having a family , healthy family..
that's what i want and i shall achieve..!!
but now the most important thing are my studies and graduating in diploma , degree , masters..
if i can, i shall move more forward to professional..
GOD BLESS ME!!!



Wednesday, 19 May 2010

What does It mean to Me?

Love?
What does it mean to you eventually?
To me it's a feeling where it makes a me so haooy being with a guy that i love and wanting him to be by my side all the time..
Leaning on his shoulder and holding his hand tight..
And when I hug him, i'll hug him as tight that makes him feel that i'm scared of him running away..
Its kinda funny thou when guys think like tat..
I'll always be wondering what's on
*to be countinued*