Growing Old With You..

halo..
hope u enjoy reading this..

It all began about 60 years ago,
On a very special summers day,
For two unexpected teenage kids,
Love was about to come their way.

Boy meets girl, things move quick,
Nobody gave their love a chance,
It's been seen a million times before,
Just another hopeless young romance.

But for this couple it was different,
Since day one it was meant to be,
It was that forever fairytale happiness,
The kind you can only see on T.V.

One day she looked at him and asked,
"What is it with your life you'd like to do?"
He gently kissed her forehead and said,
"Sweetheart, I dream to grow old with you"

Smiling because they were so in love,
Suddenly he got down on one knee,
Pulled out a beautiful diamond ring,
And asked "Princess, will you marry me?"

Tears falling from her big brown eyes,
It was a yes as she nodded her head,
And just seven short months later,
These two teenage kids were wed.

They bought a house and settled down,
Got pregnant and gave birth to a little girl,
How is it at just twenty-three years old,
They could have everything in the world.

For fifty years their lives were perfect,
As grandchildren grew the love did too,
But with a simple trip to the doctor,
The future suddenly held a different view.

He was diagnosed with bone cancer,
The doctors didn't give him very long,
He fought with everything he had left,
But at eighty, he wasn't very strong.

As he lay in a hospital bed about to die,
Hand in hand with his best friend and wife,
He said "I want you to know since Nineteen,
You've been my everything, my whole life"

With tears falling from her big brown eyes,
She asked "did all of your dreams come true?"
He kissed her forehead and with his final breath,
Said "Of course princess, I grew old with you"

My Fault for Letting You feel That Way..

hey..
yesterday me n bb when back to his house n talk in his room..
it was a very sad moment.. even the weather..
its just a misunderstanding..
i think too much..
i make him feel so pain & angry..
cse i got too over close & play till over with my classmates..
yeah.. its true.. n i didn't realize it...
but i never know it hurts him badly..
n also i didn't put him as the 1st to ask him out..
mostly i ask my frens 1st only i ask him..
he meant tat his always the last to know something..
im sorry..
n also he dont like me throwing things..
i feel very lonely when his not by my side..
n is it wrong for me to over Love You?
i care so much for you that makes you feel that i control you..
hmm.. sorry bb..
i'll change my behavior for you..
just to keep this relationship last forever..
i'll do whatever it takes to make it last forever n ever..
n to make u feel happy being with me..
I LOVE YOU, my sweet candy!

The Feeling of Love from You Fate Away....

hey...
i feel that bb's feeling towards me had fate away..
his reaction makes me think like that...
what can i do..?
tats y i damn emo..
N unhappy..
he seems to not like me anymore..
it feels like he HATED me for some reasons..
i never blame him for that..
im afraid that this relationship might not last..
where's BB?
the one i met which was smiling, laughing n always chit chatting with me..
I want HIM!!
Now BB is so quite , not smiling n not laughing with me..
I've always find a way to go out with him...
Just so that we can be more closer.
but everything was different than what i have expected..
I LOve Him so much..
that one day i might have to let him go..
i get more n more stress every single day..
tats y my eye bag is darker..
hmmm...
sobzzz...

Tired!!

hey..
was tired..
but kinda enjoy cse i get to make new frensss..
u know y?
today was my first day of work..
First time working..
haha.. work as a Promoter...
of......PLanta..
sobzzz...
my leg pain pain liao...
work for 7 hours..
my new frensss..
Erin Khoo , Alan & Philip.. and also the two nice aunty..
they were such a nice frensss..
haha..
hope i can work there longer but it's just for two days..
today & tomorrow..
and not to forget Justin, my trainer..
i wanna thank him for using his time n train me..
haha.
and also wanna thank my two ex-form 5 classmates, Ren Dak & Kheng Wei for helping me & guiding me..
hmmm.. actually i work for fun..
hahahaha..
wanna know hows the feeling of working..
n now i know it's really really difficult... so i guess i have to start studying hard..
Gambateh Baby Reon Anne!!!!!
hmm..
on the way home, dad bought me nasi kandar..
SPICY!!!
I LOve It!!!
haaha..
very long time no eat Spicy Food d..
haizz.. need take care my health..
haha..
when reach home i msg bb..
he so long reply..
hmmm...
when he reply he say he was helping his mum do something..
then he ask me how's work..
i say i would want to call him, n chat trough phone..
then he say he want go out wit his frensss n play till late..
sobzzzz...
i wish he would just chat with me n let him know what i felt today..
but its okay..
i'll be fine..
maybe on monday..
haha..
hmm..
i'm off to bed now..
need wake up early tomolow..
haha..
tata..
thx for reading..





*baby reon anne*

Sorry Baby Jin Jin

today noon i at winnie jie hse..
waiting for mummy to fetch me to taipan for dinner..
but suddenly tommy said he on the way to subang n then he want fetch me to taipan together...
cse me , huey min , kanata mika n tommy are going to have dinner together...
after tat i kena scolding from bb..
sobzzz...
he say he always the last person to know anything..
n say i treat him like toy n like a gf then a bf...
sobxxxx...
forgive me bb..
maybe i didnt realise tat..
im trying my very best to treat u better than ever..
just give me some time..
but the most important thing is " I Love YoU more than EveR!!"..
no one can take u away from me!
blurkzz!
I'm Selfish!
hehehe.. ^^





*baby reon anne*

Our Path..

Hidden where no one else can see me,
A whirlpool in my heart of my anxiety,
So many roads to follow,
Not really sure which one I should take,
Anyway, I'm being me
For so long, I let others take me the way
Say goodbye to that part of yesterday.
I believe you,
'Cause I know it's what I need,
Everything begins when I believe within myself & you,
The moment shining light I see,
To the day we think I know that is where we're gonna go
In front of me with my eyes,
With eternal loving skies,
I wanna know this feeling "love"..

*baby reon anne*

I Believe

Ayaka - I Believe

My Feelings For You From The Bottom Of My Heart

Angela Aki - Kiss Me GoodBye

Take This Pain Away From Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

godd!!
i just can't help it..
It really hurts..
The more I see the more I'm hurt!!
and the more I'll find out!!
and the more I'm thinking tooo mucchhh!!!
I really really can't take this anymore..
I believe him!!
I know he cares for me and he don't want me to be hurt..
Why is this happening again.?
I hope she just forget about him..
Just A friend will do..
Her presents bother me a lot..
I know I'm selfish of being like that..
But this is Honesty that came out of my MIND!
I'm trying to forget about her and go through "Mine & His" World with him..
Forgive me of being Rude to her..
But this is what I can't Lie about..
I just want everything to go on well..
I hope he BELIEVES ME until the very End..
And I will Always Always BELIEVE HIM until the very End!
I'm taking our relationship very SERIOUS than my past Ex-s'
What i said here is SERIOUS!
VERY!!
What i written here,
I'll keep my WORDS in Me!
Never LIES!
I Just Want To Say I LOVE AVEN ANG YI JIN!!!!
MUAX MUAX!!
My Lovely Cherry Merry Fairy Dairy Berry Baby Jin Jin!!

A World Of Ours'

hey.. i hope my baby can sing to me this song everyday..
i know what he meant..
and i can feel his world..
and i hope he can feel mine too..
i know his confused , frustrated and everything..
but i just need to keep him comfort and not blame or control or decide for him..
what can i do to make him Love me?
I'm sorry if i cant understand him cause i don't really understand Chinese language..
and I'm willing to learn just for him..

Lee Hom - Can You Feel My World