Sacrifices

halo..
its been awhile i've tell bout my diary for tis few months...
here it goes..
during the month of Jun, i met someone special..
his name was Irfan.. His such a nice, funny n also adorable guy..
Our relationship was so close..
Its even more than a boyfriend n gurlfriend relationship..
Very difficult to describe bout it..
One day he ask me for cpl.. I accepted..
Its like the most happiest day..
But sometimes we do argue maybe becse of my bad behaviour..
We lasted for juz two weeks ++ ..
I've ask for breakup becse i saw the bad side of him..
After that a few day had pasted..
I heard his trying to get back with his ex-gurlfriend..
I gt jealous.. It means that i still have feeling towards him..
I've cried, then my bestie told him bout me crying..
That was when we're at tuition having maths class..
After that class, his willing to skip his eng-class n decided to call me.. n ask me bout what have happen.. n after that we got back together..
As few weeks past by.. I still saw the bad-side of him..
N also my dad had figured out bout our relationship..
As i planned to lie to him that i've lky someone else besides telling the truth..
I have to sacrifice my love for him to get him away from trouble...
he still didnt know bout the truth..
He can hate me as much as he wants..
But i will never ever forget the sweet memories with him..
I just hope that he could find someone else better than me..
I will always keep the keychain which written my name on it..
I just wish that he will stop avoiding me..
He just keep on skipping classes which i attend..
All this time he enter classes n study was just because of me...
I dont want him to do all this for me..
I want him to do all this for himself, his future..


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