hey.. i've been sleeping late these days.. nidda rush assignments !! argh!!!! last minute.. where is my "spirit" ? who take it ? please return back to me !!! this is the look of me when im stress ! "camwhore" >>>>>>>>>>
and by the way, if had my hair shorter than before.. here are some picture of me when im not stress of my assignments..just back from dinner at pj with family.. lazy to change.. @.@
gotta go.. i'll update more.. *after i'm done with my presentation day on 2nd nov 2010* nervous !!!!! wish me luck !!!!
hey.. begin to "love" this song.. Lonely Lonely is Fine by Hebe, one of the singer from S.H.E although im an english educated person.. im trying my very "Best" to understand and learn chinese language.. but let me "Tell You", i sound funny speaking chinese.. You will "Laugh"! haha.. lol. but dude ! i really wanna try speaking with my college friends.. Do listen to this song at youtube.. NICE SONG ! *thumbs up*
English Translator Maybe because of myself For losing liters of tears, has become so thin Facing the mirror, I promise Soon I will change this face into a smiling one It doesn't matter what, a mistake in love is a mistake in love. The sooner its realized, the sooner you can be free. I'm lonely, lonely, but its fine For now don't comfort me, don't hug me Just let be alone to feel this unbearable pain, to go crazy As long as I didn't die it'll be ok I'm lonely, lonely, but it's fine You don't have to come back from my memory with a smile I don't believe I'm that stupid that I can't forget you, hold on or won't let you go A person is initially alone What was borrowed needs to be returned I will always be able to let you go Maybe because of you I dream by myself, what do you still want to change? It's useless to love again Everyone has their own cause and effect of karma What will we have, we will have nothing As soon as we get through this we can see the future I'm lonely, lonely, but its fine For now don't comfort me, don't hug me Just let be alone to feel this unbearable pain, to go crazy As long as I didn't die it'll be ok I'm lonely, lonely, but it's fine You don't have to come back from my memory with a smile I don't believe I'm that stupid that I can't forget you, hold on or won't let you go A person is initially alone I will always be able to let you g
hey, this song really reflects on what im feeling.. kinda dumbo on holding all the feelings in me.. i need to release all !! i wanna be happy n feel better than last time !! but i really learn a lot from that relationship.. so i dedicate this song to myself and all those single ladies and gentlemen out there who feel the same as me..
Colbie Callait - Dont Hold me Down
I'm just so tired of these troubles that I try to hide. Makes me wanna wash away my whole world inside. I think it's time that I make changes in the things I do. This weight on my chest I am ready to loose.
And all this time I've been getting in my own way. I have to tell myself only I can be the one to make a change.
Don't hold me down. Oh, I was getting so far. Don't hold me down. Cause I don't wanna fall apart. Don't hold me down. You see me waking up and feel it now. I'm breaking down and nothing's gonna stop me now.
No, no.
I have been rocking back and forth across the line. Hanging for a moment on the wrong side. Now I'm standing up, I think I'll be here for a while. Hope I rememeber how to keep on this steady smile.
All that time I was getting in my own way. I had to tell myself only I could be the one to make a change.
Don't hold me down. Oh, I was getting so far. Don't hold me down. Cause I don't wanna fall apart. Don't hold me down. You see me waking up and feel it now. I'm breaking down and nothing's gonna stop me now.
I know I'm gonna fight it. I'm tired of being blinded. So....
I won't hold me down. Oh, I wanna go so far. I won't hold me down. I don't wanna fall apart. Don't hold me down. You see you're waking up and feel it now. I'm breaking down and nothing's gonna stop me now.
No, no. Nothing's gonna stop me now. No, no, no. No, no. No, no.
hey.. recently i've been checking out on songs.. haha.. use to be update with loys of latest song.. but not this time.. cause kinda busy with assignments and test.. imagine you have 7 assignments and to be hand up before the last week of october.. gosh.. so its a great time for me to listen to songs while doing my assignments.. tomorrow is my 1st test for this semester.. business acc 2.. wish me LUCK !! haha.. here are some songs that i've been listening for the day(lyrics).. and also Happy Birthday To Him ! Happy 20th B'day !!
Colbie Callait - Tell Him
Let me be patient, let me be kind Make me unselfish without bein' blind Though I may suffer, I'll envy it not And endure what comes, 'cause he's all that I got and tell him
Tell him I need him Tell him I love him And it'll be alright
And tell him It'll be alright It'll be alright
Now I may have faith, to make mountains fall But if I lack love, then I am nothin' at all If I can give away, everything I possess But I'm without love then I have no happiness I know I'm imperfect and not without sin But now that I'm older all childish things end and tell him
Tell him I need him Tell him I love him and It'll be alright
Tell him It'll be alright It'll be alright
I'll never be jealous And I won't be too proud 'Cause love is not boastful Ooh and love is not loud
Tell him I need him Tell him I love him Everything is gonna, gonna be alright Ooh, Ooh,
Now I may have wisdom and knowledge on earth But if I speak wrong, ooh, then what is it worth? See what we now know is nothing compared To the love that was shown when our lives were spared and tell him
Tell him I need him Tell him I love him and It'll be alright
Tell him It'll be alright It'll be alright and
Tell him It'll be alright It'll be alright Ooh Colbie Callait - I Never Tell You
I miss those blue eyes How you kiss me at night I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise Like the taste of your smile I miss the way we breathe
But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you And after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you Without you
I see your blue eyes Everytime I close mine You make it hard to see Where I belong to When I'm not around you It's like I'm alone with me
But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you And after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you Without you
But I never told you What I should have said No, I never told you I just held it in
And now, I miss everything about you Can't believe that I still want you And after all the things we've been through I miss everything about you Without you
hey. refreshed my mind with this meaningful song.. quite emo song.. haha. sorry but i gotta go.. will update soon..
Aerosmith - I Don't Want to Miss a Thing
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing Watch you smile while you are sleeping While you're far away and dreaming I could spend my life in this sweet surrender I could stay lost in this moment forever Well, every moment spent with you Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating And I'm wondering what you're dreaming Wondering if it's me you're seeing Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together And I just wanna stay with you In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna miss one smile I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you Right here with you, just like this I just wanna hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine And just stay here in this moment For all the rest of time
(Chorus) Don't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do 'Cause I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing 'Cause even when I dream of you The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing Don't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna miss a thing
hey.. sorry for not updating any post this past weeks.. :( cse i was kinda emo when i start looking back at my past post.. but what is done, its done.. it will always be the most memorial time in my life being wif him.. during those happy time.. but still i regret on not knowing that im a third person who took sum1's till i realise somethings wrong n i found out myself.. it was too late.. but when things started to get ugly i decided to call it off cause i know she is waiting for him and he still (what should i say) love her.. they meant to be wif each other.. one of my friend told me to fight for my love but i really cant do it.. i also regret on having this relationship called off but there's nothing much i can do.. dumb me..
was hearing this song while blogging.. Here Comes Goodbye - Rascal Flatts
hey hey.. it has been a month i've post something.. oh gosh.. i hav a totally weird dream las nyte.. rilli bad dream which is impossible.. but let me tell u a secret *pist pist* come nearer *whisper* my dreams which makes me feel like im in real life mostly are A DREAM COME TRUE!! its like a DeJaVu.. gosh.. *pray to god* hope tis time the dream is Not TRUE !!NOT TRUE !! cse it'll be so awkward.. it's not so.. but really really awkward !! btw, let me tell for the past one month 'bout my life.. it has been a pleasure time.. OH YEAH ! i've had my hair cut.. its short dowh.. better than last time.. ^^ this is the ever 1st time i'm kinda satisfy on my hair cut.. i've been less talking to my friends.. dunno y..? me and my cllge friends too have been celebrating James Birthday recently.. 1sh Bash was at NeWay on friday13.8.2010 ( which i didnt attend) sorry guys!! 2nd Bash was at MyCafe at Mentari.. Monday 16.8.2010 Before that we went to sg.way for lunch.. So, coming soon tis Thursday is Joan's birthday ! Woohoo!! Happy Brthday Joan !! (early wish) So, hows my college life ? I would say Okay.. Miss My GG Babes !!!!!! Cant wait till Raya !! Cause My 2 Lovely Babes are coming back !! and four of us, Steph , Sam , Ys and Me gonna go shopping, yamcha and all things tat gals do !! *Taaaa Daa!!!*
till now.. gtg. need ready for class.. ^^ by angela a.k.a B.R.A
I hate the mornings Cause I know what they bring You get up and take a shower and in no time, youre leaving It sounds so selfish But i can't help but think That if you knew how much i needed you You'd stay
I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I've had enough I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night its way too much I hate love yeahhyeahhh I hate love yeahh woooo
I hate your phone calls In the middle of the day Cause all they do is just remind that my baby's so far away It drives me crazy babe Cause i need you here with me I know its hard for you to understand when i say
I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I've had enough I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night its way too much I hate love
I don't want to feel this alone (I can't help it) Everytime you walked out that door I start missing you (I can't help it no) Wish I didn't need you this much (I can't help it) But i love how it feels when we touch
I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I've had enough I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night its way too much
I hate goodbyes I hate these tears in my eyes I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime I've had enough I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night its way too much I hate love I hate love I hate love
Go Youtube And Hear This Song. Its Really Nice.. Tony Braxton - I hate Love
hey hey..!! its me again.. felt so stress out lately.. duno why.. my collegemates always say "why go back so early?" i oso dont know guys... really.. i guess i felt stress and tired.. im too tired.. dont know why.. or maybe i just dont feel like seeing people..? what a lame excuse.. freaking lame~~ what i can say is that, i'm too lazy~~ short semester is really tiring then long semester.. everything need to be rushed~~ headache!!!!! assignment!! test!! exam!! luckily these semester is gonna end.. 3rd semester is coming soon!! hope it'll be more interesting and fun!! muahahahaha!! all in my mind is just fun!! i hope the years past as fast as possible.. so i can get my degree.. and daddy promised me Car Of My Dream !! Argh!!!! i love that car so much !!! dream car since i was form 5..!!! and hope i could start a Business..!! That was my dream too and its in my blood..! I guess its a hormone from my grandparents.. So i guess i've to study hard study hard!! Come on!!! Come on!! just 4 more years!! but i've also plan to work here for few years till my life is stable and plan to go abroad London to work there , my birth place.. and hope i could countinue my masters' if i can manage it.. haha.. mummy said it's too early for me to think that.. haha.. but i've told her "i always think further than what i am now" Cause that is ME!! haha.. tata!
I remember years ago Someone told me I should take Caution when it comes to love I did, I did And you were strong and I was not My illusion, my mistake I was careless, I forgot I did And now when all is done There is nothing to say You have gone and so effortlessly You have won You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now Shout it from the roof top Write it on the sky love All we had is gone now Tell them I was happy And my heart is broken All my scars are open Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible, impossible Impossible, impossible
Falling out of love is hard Falling for betrayal is worst Broken trust and broken hearts I know, I know Thinking all you need is there Building faith on love is worst Empty promises will wear I know (i know) And now when all is gone There is nothing to say And if you're done with embarrassing me On your own you can go ahead tell them
gotta go..
