Ache !

hey..
im having ache this days..
head-ache stomach-ache
argh ! assignments due date ! presentation !
tests !
SUCK !
but for future.. terpaksa la ~
tell u now..
im actually siting near the door of a toilet.. which eventually has a bench outside the door..
that is abandon..(while blogging)
i know what u're thinking * EEEEWWWWWW*
lol. cse me and my friends have been going round and round..
up and down.. every level to find for a CLASS to do our assignments..
but END UP. sitting near the toilet.. *OMG*
haha.. lol.
so i think its TIMES UP !
will blog next time..

My Emoticons

hey.. was kinda stress..
so having some fun "camwhore-ing" to cheer myself up from "boredness"..
wif Mr.M, my monkey that mummy bought for my 16th birthday!
*SWEET 16*
love you mom!! *hugs*

Here you go ! Pictures of Me !!!














I wont tell you what emotions that are "happening" !
take a while GUESS!! blekx. >.<

Spirit ?

hey..
i've been sleeping late these days..
nidda rush assignments !! argh!!!!
last minute..
where is my "spirit" ?
who take it ? please return back to me !!!
this is the look of me when im stress ! "camwhore" >>>>>>>>>>

and by the way, if had my hair shorter than before..
here are some picture of me when im not stress of my assignments..just back from dinner at pj with family..
lazy to change.. @.@





gotta go..
i'll update more..
*after i'm done with my presentation day on 2nd nov 2010*
nervous !!!!! wish me luck !!!!

Lonely Lonely is Fine

hey..
begin to "love" this song..
Lonely Lonely is Fine by Hebe, one of the singer from S.H.E
although im an english educated person..
im trying my very "Best" to understand and learn chinese language..
but let me "Tell You", i sound funny speaking chinese..
You will "Laugh"! haha..
lol. but dude ! i really wanna try speaking with my college friends..
Do listen to this song at youtube..
NICE SONG ! *thumbs up*

Chinese PinYin
hái shì yuán lái nà gè wǒ
bù guò liú diào jǐ gōng shēn lèi suǒ yǐ biàn shòu
duì zhe jìng zi wǒ chéng nuò
chí zǎo wǒ huì hái zhè zhāng liǎn yī tuī xiàng róng

bù suàn shén mē ài cuò jiù ài cuò
zǎo diǎn rèn cuò zǎo yī diǎn jiě tuō

wǒ jì mò jì mò jiù hǎo
zhè shí hòu sheí dōu biè lái ān wèi yōng bào
jiù ràng wǒ yī gè rén qù tòng dào shòu bù liǎo xiǎng dào kuài feng diào sǐ bù liǎo jiù hái hǎo

wǒ jì mò jì mò jiù hǎo
nǐ zhēn de bù yòng lái wǒ huí yì lǐ wēi xiào
wǒ jiù bù xiāng xìn wǒ huì bèn dào
wàng bù liǎo lài zhe bù fàng diào
rén běn lái jiù jì mò de jiè lái de dōu gāi huan diào

wǒ zhǒng huì bǎ nǐ jiè diào
Ohhh WU-Ohhhh

hái shì yuán lái nà gè nǐ
shì wǒ zì jǐ zuò mèng nǐ yòu gǎi biàn shén mē
zài duō de ài yě méi yòng
měi gè rén you měi gè rén de ye zhàng yīn guǒ

huì yǒu shén mē
shén mē dōu méi yǒu
zǎo diǎn kàn pò
cái kàn dé jiàn yǐ hòu WU-Ohh (wu-ohh)

wǒ jì mò jì mò jiù hǎo
zhè shí hòu sheí dōu biè lái ān wèi yōng bào
jiù ràng wǒ yī gè rén qù tòng dào shòu bù liǎo
xiǎng dào kuài feng diào sǐ bù liǎo jiù hái hǎo

wǒ jì mò jì mò jiù hǎo
nǐ zhēn de bù yòng lái wǒ huí yì lǐ wēi xiào
wǒ jiù bù xiāng xìn wǒ huì bèn dào
wàng bù liǎo lài zhe bù fàng diào

rén běn lái jiù jì mò de
wǒ zǒng huì bǎ nǐ jiè diào


English Translator
Maybe because of myself
For losing liters of tears, has become so thin
Facing the mirror, I promise
Soon I will change this face into a smiling one

It doesn't matter what, a mistake in love is a mistake in love.
The sooner its realized, the sooner you can be free.

I'm lonely, lonely, but its fine
For now don't comfort me, don't hug me
Just let be alone to feel this unbearable pain, to go crazy
As long as I didn't die it'll be ok

I'm lonely, lonely, but it's fine
You don't have to come back from my memory with a smile
I don't believe I'm that stupid that I can't forget you, hold on or won't let you go
A person is initially alone

What was borrowed needs to be returned
I will always be able to let you go

Maybe because of you
I dream by myself, what do you still want to change?
It's useless to love again
Everyone has their own cause and effect of karma

What will we have, we will have nothing
As soon as we get through this we can see the future

I'm lonely, lonely, but its fine
For now don't comfort me, don't hug me
Just let be alone to feel this unbearable pain, to go crazy
As long as I didn't die it'll be ok

I'm lonely, lonely, but it's fine
You don't have to come back from my memory with a smile
I don't believe I'm that stupid that I can't forget you, hold on or won't let you go
A person is initially alone

I will always be able to let you g

Shoo Shoo !! Go Far Far Away From Me !!

hey, this song really reflects on what im feeling..
kinda dumbo on holding all the feelings in me..
i need to release all !!
i wanna be happy n feel better than last time !!
but i really learn a lot from that relationship..
so i dedicate this song to myself and all those single ladies and gentlemen out there who feel the same as me..

Colbie Callait - Dont Hold me Down

I'm just so tired of these troubles that I try to hide.
Makes me wanna wash away my whole world inside.
I think it's time that I make changes in the things I do.
This weight on my chest I am ready to loose.

And all this time I've been getting in my own way.
I have to tell myself only I can be the one to make a change.

Don't hold me down.
Oh, I was getting so far.
Don't hold me down.
Cause I don't wanna fall apart.
Don't hold me down.
You see me waking up and feel it now.
I'm breaking down and nothing's gonna stop me now.

No, no.

I have been rocking back and forth across the line.
Hanging for a moment on the wrong side.
Now I'm standing up, I think I'll be here for a while.
Hope I rememeber how to keep on this steady smile.

All that time I was getting in my own way.
I had to tell myself only I could be the one to make a change.

Don't hold me down.
Oh, I was getting so far.
Don't hold me down.
Cause I don't wanna fall apart.
Don't hold me down.
You see me waking up and feel it now.
I'm breaking down and nothing's gonna stop me now.

I know I'm gonna fight it.
I'm tired of being blinded.
So....

I won't hold me down.
Oh, I wanna go so far.
I won't hold me down.
I don't wanna fall apart.
Don't hold me down.
You see you're waking up and feel it now.
I'm breaking down and nothing's gonna stop me now.

No, no.
Nothing's gonna stop me now.
No, no, no.
No, no.
No, no.

Passion for Songs

hey.. recently i've been checking out on songs..
haha.. use to be update with loys of latest song..
but not this time.. cause kinda busy with assignments and test..
imagine you have 7 assignments and to be hand up before the last week of october..
gosh.. so its a great time for me to listen to songs while doing my assignments..
tomorrow is my 1st test for this semester.. business acc 2..
wish me LUCK !!
haha.. here are some songs that i've been listening for the day(lyrics)..
and also Happy Birthday To Him !
Happy 20th B'day !!

Colbie Callait - Tell Him

Let me be patient, let me be kind
Make me unselfish without bein' blind
Though I may suffer, I'll envy it not
And endure what comes, 'cause he's all that I got and tell him

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
And it'll be alright

And tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright

Now I may have faith, to make mountains fall
But if I lack love, then I am nothin' at all
If I can give away, everything I possess
But I'm without love then I have no happiness
I know I'm imperfect and not without sin
But now that I'm older all childish things end and tell him

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him and
It'll be alright

Tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright

I'll never be jealous
And I won't be too proud
'Cause love is not boastful
Ooh and love is not loud

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him
Everything is gonna, gonna be alright
Ooh,
Ooh,

Now I may have wisdom and knowledge on earth
But if I speak wrong, ooh, then what is it worth?
See what we now know is nothing compared
To the love that was shown when our lives were spared and tell him

Tell him I need him
Tell him I love him and
It'll be alright

Tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright and

Tell him
It'll be alright
It'll be alright
Ooh

Colbie Callait - I Never Tell You

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing

hey.
refreshed my mind with this meaningful song..
quite emo song.. haha.
sorry but i gotta go..
will update soon..


Aerosmith - I Don't Want to Miss a Thing

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

(Chorus)
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

the Past

hey..
sorry for not updating any post this past weeks.. :(
cse i was kinda emo when i start looking back at my past post..
but what is done, its done..
it will always be the most memorial time in my life being wif him..
during those happy time..
but still i regret on not knowing that im a third person who took sum1's
till i realise somethings wrong n i found out myself..
it was too late..
but when things started to get ugly i decided to call it off cause i know she is waiting for him
and he still (what should i say) love her..
they meant to be wif each other..
one of my friend told me to fight for my love but i really cant do it..
i also regret on having this relationship called off but there's nothing much i can do..
dumb me..

was hearing this song while blogging..
Here Comes Goodbye - Rascal Flatts

Weird ~~~

hey hey..
it has been a month i've post something..
oh gosh..
i hav a totally weird dream las nyte..
rilli bad dream which is impossible..
but let me tell u a secret *pist pist*
come nearer *whisper*
my dreams which makes me feel like im in real life mostly are A DREAM COME TRUE!!
its like a DeJaVu.. gosh..
*pray to god* hope tis time the dream is Not TRUE !!NOT TRUE !!
cse it'll be so awkward..
it's not so..
but really really awkward !!
btw, let me tell for the past one month 'bout my life..
it has been a pleasure time..
OH YEAH ! i've had my hair cut.. its short dowh.. better than last time.. ^^
this is the ever 1st time i'm kinda satisfy on my hair cut..
i've been less talking to my friends.. dunno y..?
me and my cllge friends too have been celebrating James Birthday recently..
1sh Bash was at NeWay on friday13.8.2010 ( which i didnt attend) sorry guys!!
2nd Bash was at MyCafe at Mentari.. Monday 16.8.2010 Before that we went to sg.way for lunch..
So, coming soon tis Thursday is Joan's birthday !
Woohoo!! Happy Brthday Joan !! (early wish)
So, hows my college life ?
I would say Okay..
Miss My GG Babes !!!!!! Cant wait till Raya !!
Cause My 2 Lovely Babes are coming back !!
and four of us, Steph , Sam , Ys and Me gonna go shopping, yamcha and all things tat gals do !!
*Taaaa Daa!!!*

till now.. gtg. need ready for class.. ^^
by angela a.k.a B.R.A

I Hate Love

I hate the mornings
Cause I know what they bring
You get up and take a shower and in no time, youre leaving
It sounds so selfish
But i can't help but think
That if you knew how much i needed you
You'd stay

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love yeahhyeahhh
I hate love yeahh woooo

I hate your phone calls
In the middle of the day
Cause all they do is just remind that my baby's so far away
It drives me crazy babe
Cause i need you here with me
I know its hard for you to understand when i say

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love

I don't want to feel this alone (I can't help it)
Everytime you walked out that door
I start missing you (I can't help it no)
Wish I didn't need you this much (I can't help it)
But i love how it feels when we touch

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much

I hate goodbyes
I hate these tears in my eyes
I hate myself for the way i feel about you everytime
I've had enough
I'm sick of wishing you were around me every day, every night
its way too much
I hate love
I hate love
I hate love


Go Youtube And Hear This Song.
Its Really Nice..
Tony Braxton - I hate Love