Moody..? & Dreams..?

hey hey..!!
its me again..
felt so stress out lately..
duno why..
my collegemates always say "why go back so early?"
i oso dont know guys...
really..
i guess i felt stress and tired..
im too tired.. dont know why..
or maybe i just dont feel like seeing people..?
what a lame excuse..
freaking lame~~
what i can say is that, i'm too lazy~~
short semester is really tiring then long semester..
everything need to be rushed~~
headache!!!!!
assignment!!
test!!
exam!!
luckily these semester is gonna end..
3rd semester is coming soon!!
hope it'll be more interesting and fun!!
muahahahaha!!
all in my mind is just fun!!
i hope the years past as fast as possible..
so i can get my degree..
and daddy promised me Car Of My Dream !!
Argh!!!! i love that car so much !!!
dream car since i was form 5..!!!
and hope i could start a Business..!!
That was my dream too and its in my blood..!
I guess its a hormone from my grandparents..
So i guess i've to study hard study hard!!
Come on!!! Come on!!
just 4 more years!!
but i've also plan to work here for few years till my life is stable and
plan to go abroad London to work there , my birth place..
and hope i could countinue my masters' if i can manage it..
haha.. mummy said it's too early for me to think that..
haha.. but i've told her "i always think further than what i am now"
Cause that is ME!! haha..
tata!

Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did
And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did
And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now
Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know (i know)
And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Impossible by Shontelle
Love the lyrics..

Lyrical Me

James Morrison ft. Nelly Furtado - Broken Strings
they had a great song with meaningful lyrics.. Love IT!!

Let me hold you
For the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can’t feel anything

When I love you
It’s so untrue
I can’t even convince myself
When I’m speaking
It’s the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play on broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
A lie is worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there’s nothing left to save
It’s like chasing the very last train
When it’s too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it’s not enough
To make it all okay

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before

But we’re running through the fire
When there’s nothing left to say
It’s like chasing the very last train
When we both know it’s too late

You can’t play our broken strings
You can’t feel anything
That your heart don’t want to feel
I can’t tell you something that ain’t real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can’t like it anymore
And I love you a little less than before
Oh and I love you a little less than before

Let me hold you for the last time
It’s the last chance to feel again

Thanks!

hey..
was a tiring day.. make me feel sick and emo~~
haixxx...
btw, i want to thanked vincent and long kor..
vincent told me something today..
supposedly said that he actually taught me something..
thanks a lot.. i really understand and i am not mad or angry of what you said..
really.
and to long kor, u've ask me to be tough, be strong of what people said about me..
because in working life, it'll be more worse..
wow. i didnt know that..
i guess because my thinking was just too simple..
simple till i thought everyone is good and will not betray each other..
why cant it be as simple as thought?
i guess i never go through that before that's why i dont know..
im still immature.. but i just wish my life was simple as it could be..
being in love , a successful career , having a family , healthy family..
that's what i want and i shall achieve..!!
but now the most important thing are my studies and graduating in diploma , degree , masters..
if i can, i shall move more forward to professional..
GOD BLESS ME!!!