The Feeling of Love from You Fate Away....

hey...
i feel that bb's feeling towards me had fate away..
his reaction makes me think like that...
what can i do..?
tats y i damn emo..
N unhappy..
he seems to not like me anymore..
it feels like he HATED me for some reasons..
i never blame him for that..
im afraid that this relationship might not last..
where's BB?
the one i met which was smiling, laughing n always chit chatting with me..
I want HIM!!
Now BB is so quite , not smiling n not laughing with me..
I've always find a way to go out with him...
Just so that we can be more closer.
but everything was different than what i have expected..
I LOve Him so much..
that one day i might have to let him go..
i get more n more stress every single day..
tats y my eye bag is darker..
hmmm...
sobzzz...

Tired!!

hey..
was tired..
but kinda enjoy cse i get to make new frensss..
u know y?
today was my first day of work..
First time working..
haha.. work as a Promoter...
of......PLanta..
sobzzz...
my leg pain pain liao...
work for 7 hours..
my new frensss..
Erin Khoo , Alan & Philip.. and also the two nice aunty..
they were such a nice frensss..
haha..
hope i can work there longer but it's just for two days..
today & tomorrow..
and not to forget Justin, my trainer..
i wanna thank him for using his time n train me..
haha.
and also wanna thank my two ex-form 5 classmates, Ren Dak & Kheng Wei for helping me & guiding me..
hmmm.. actually i work for fun..
hahahaha..
wanna know hows the feeling of working..
n now i know it's really really difficult... so i guess i have to start studying hard..
Gambateh Baby Reon Anne!!!!!
hmm..
on the way home, dad bought me nasi kandar..
SPICY!!!
I LOve It!!!
haaha..
very long time no eat Spicy Food d..
haizz.. need take care my health..
haha..
when reach home i msg bb..
he so long reply..
hmmm...
when he reply he say he was helping his mum do something..
then he ask me how's work..
i say i would want to call him, n chat trough phone..
then he say he want go out wit his frensss n play till late..
sobzzzz...
i wish he would just chat with me n let him know what i felt today..
but its okay..
i'll be fine..
maybe on monday..
haha..
hmm..
i'm off to bed now..
need wake up early tomolow..
haha..
tata..
thx for reading..





*baby reon anne*

Sorry Baby Jin Jin

today noon i at winnie jie hse..
waiting for mummy to fetch me to taipan for dinner..
but suddenly tommy said he on the way to subang n then he want fetch me to taipan together...
cse me , huey min , kanata mika n tommy are going to have dinner together...
after tat i kena scolding from bb..
sobzzz...
he say he always the last person to know anything..
n say i treat him like toy n like a gf then a bf...
sobxxxx...
forgive me bb..
maybe i didnt realise tat..
im trying my very best to treat u better than ever..
just give me some time..
but the most important thing is " I Love YoU more than EveR!!"..
no one can take u away from me!
blurkzz!
I'm Selfish!
hehehe.. ^^





*baby reon anne*

Our Path..

Hidden where no one else can see me,
A whirlpool in my heart of my anxiety,
So many roads to follow,
Not really sure which one I should take,
Anyway, I'm being me
For so long, I let others take me the way
Say goodbye to that part of yesterday.
I believe you,
'Cause I know it's what I need,
Everything begins when I believe within myself & you,
The moment shining light I see,
To the day we think I know that is where we're gonna go
In front of me with my eyes,
With eternal loving skies,
I wanna know this feeling "love"..

*baby reon anne*

I Believe

Ayaka - I Believe

My Feelings For You From The Bottom Of My Heart

Angela Aki - Kiss Me GoodBye

Take This Pain Away From Me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

godd!!
i just can't help it..
It really hurts..
The more I see the more I'm hurt!!
and the more I'll find out!!
and the more I'm thinking tooo mucchhh!!!
I really really can't take this anymore..
I believe him!!
I know he cares for me and he don't want me to be hurt..
Why is this happening again.?
I hope she just forget about him..
Just A friend will do..
Her presents bother me a lot..
I know I'm selfish of being like that..
But this is Honesty that came out of my MIND!
I'm trying to forget about her and go through "Mine & His" World with him..
Forgive me of being Rude to her..
But this is what I can't Lie about..
I just want everything to go on well..
I hope he BELIEVES ME until the very End..
And I will Always Always BELIEVE HIM until the very End!
I'm taking our relationship very SERIOUS than my past Ex-s'
What i said here is SERIOUS!
VERY!!
What i written here,
I'll keep my WORDS in Me!
Never LIES!
I Just Want To Say I LOVE AVEN ANG YI JIN!!!!
MUAX MUAX!!
My Lovely Cherry Merry Fairy Dairy Berry Baby Jin Jin!!

A World Of Ours'

hey.. i hope my baby can sing to me this song everyday..
i know what he meant..
and i can feel his world..
and i hope he can feel mine too..
i know his confused , frustrated and everything..
but i just need to keep him comfort and not blame or control or decide for him..
what can i do to make him Love me?
I'm sorry if i cant understand him cause i don't really understand Chinese language..
and I'm willing to learn just for him..

Lee Hom - Can You Feel My World

Ni She Wo Xin Nei De Yi Shou Ge

This Song Is Dedicated To My Baby!!
Muax!


Lee Hom & Selina

Its Like A Drug To Me

hey.. On 3.3.10 was my birthday..
My college classmate celebrate my birthday for me.
It was a surprise! haha.. I just want to say " I Love them SO MUCH!! "
And a very HuG3 ThX!
Muax Muax!!
hmm.. when i think back they were bullying me and jin..
trying hard to make us Make Out.
haha.. It was so Funny & too embarrassing..
hmm..
but today i went in to Karen's blog again..
Her blog is like a drug to me.. It hurts me but I still need to know what she felt..
I guess she really really cant let go Jin..
But me too! I absolutely cant let go him more..
I Love Him so so much *Infinity*...
I was so scared to ask Jin bout his feelings towards Karen..
Was so scared of Losing him..
Two of my fren ask me to ask him..
to tell him wat i felt..
what was wrong..
I should give it a try and there's nothing to be afraid of Jin..
And This is wat i want to tell him..
Happy 1 Month Anniversary!!
Muax!!

Time Tells Everything..

hey..
it's me again..
hmm..
i read one of jin's fren tumblr
website.. Her name: Deepwhite Lsm
And saw something she wrote..
the reason why jin emoing..
bout his ex-gf.
so i guess i finally understand...
he just nvr 4get bout karen..
This is wat Deepwhite Lsm wrote on 20.2.2010

We talked like friends. I dumped my notes away and chat with this fellow. We yumcha also talk nonsense only. And eventually…………….

I listened carefully every single little words he said. I wondered whether should I believe in what he said. No longer that important right.. yes,he told me everything about how he felt after breaking with the ex-gf. The 1st thought of mine is,childish. After dumped the gf,only realise so silly doing that. Regret as he said. Girl,do u believe? He claimed, he has been emo for so many days. Girl, do u believe? He messed his mind up because of u and the current gf. The 2nd thought is,immature. He still care so much about u. Girl,do u believe? He’s confused by his own mind. Yes,I felt that. He confessed that it was his fault. He nodded. He cant let go anyone of u,ex and present. Girl,will u believe? He claimed that I’m at ur side .. He never know I just want him to be frank.

I’m the messenger. =)

As his friend, I hope he is not as bad as what others commented.

all this break's my heart.. and there's nothing i can say.. just speechless.. when i think all this over maybe i'm the one whom should let him go.. im sorry if i dissappoint him..

sobzz......

Im sorry.. i just cant take any of this anymore.. it totally breaks my heart.

I just have to wait & give us both sometime together and will see what happens..